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Chapter 13

Racesa's pov
I felt a soft shaking on my shoulder. I rolled over to see Sean.

"Goodmorning." Sean said

"Happy birthday!" Mark yelled

"Get you little ass outta bed! We have a whole day planned!" Liam yelled

"Okay, okay. Geez." I said rolling my eyes and slowly getting outta bed

"Oh, and I bought you an outfit." Liam said passing me some cloths

I gave Liam a small nod and they all left me to get dressed. I put on the outfit that Liam had given me. It was a pair of boys skinny jeans, a Linkin Park T-shirt, and a snap back hat. I walked downstairs to see Mark cooking. Mark never cooked, usually Sean cooks.

"Dad, what are you doing?" I asked tilting my head to the side

"Cooking. Go play video games with your father wile you wait." Mark said

"Okay, but don't burn the house down." I said smiling

I walked into the living room to find Liam and Sean playing Marieo Kart 8. Sean was playing as Donky kong and Liam was playing as Dry Bones. The two only made one mistake...they chose Rainbow Road. I sat and watched for a minute. Every now and then Liam would pause the game as he got up and yelled at Sean saying things like 'This track is impossible!' Or 'Fuckk you! How'd you do that!'. It ws pretty funny.

"Okay, my balls of rage, food's done." Mark announced

I walked to the table and Mark sat down a plate filled with bacon and scrambled eggs.

"Aww. Thanks dad." I said to Mark

"No problem. Anything for my little ball of sunshine." Mark said

"So, what's after breakfaast?" I asked shoving eggs into my mouth

"You'll see." Sean said

We finished eating and went to the car. We drove for a while before pulling into a hair salon. We walked inside and I got my hair cut. It was pretty short. After I was done we climbed back into the car.

"Where to now?" Liam asked

"The art studieo. I feel like painting." I said

We pulled into the art studieo parking lot. Once we got inside I sat down at a table and painted the transgender pride flag. Once it dried I painted the words 'I Am Transgender' on it. I then handed it to Sean, Mark, and Liam

"I told ye Mark!" Sean yelled, causing me to jump

"Y-You knew?" I asked

"Of corse I knew. Its my job to know." Sean said

"So...I don't exactly know how this works...but...isn't there a diffirent name yo wanna go by or something?" Mark asked

"Jace." I said simply. "I read that name in a book and I've loved it since."

"Oh, that reminds me, Maark we have to stop by the post office." Sean said

"Oh shit, how could we forget!" Mark said

We paied for the supplies we used and then drove to the post office. When we got there, there was a package in the mail. Sean handed it to me and told me to go open it in the bathroom. Confused, I took the package to the bathroom and opened it. I pulled out a chest binder. I slid the binder on over my sports bra, now let me tell you... pulling on a chest binder is a lot harder then you would think. I looked at myself in the mirror quite happy with the way I looked. Then we went home. I recorded a video while we were home.

"Hello everybody! Today we're going to play Prop Hunt! We're playing it LucTheRazor, Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, Liamiplier, and me, RacesaSepticeye. But...before we start the video I just wanted to get sereious for a few minutes. I'm transgeender. Now I'm not one hundred percent sure if I'm going to change the chanle name but if i do it'll probably change to JaceSepticeye. Not a huge change." I paused for a minute. "Now, let's get playing!"

I sterted the party and soon Mark, Sean, Luc, and Liam were all on.

"Really Luc? LucTheRazor? That was my name for you in camp." I said giggling

"Yup. LucTheRazor. I liked it." Luc said

"You only liked it when I said it. If anyonelse said it you got pissed." I reminded him

"Bite me." Luc said

We played for about an hour. The  I edited it down a little and posted it on my chanel. Then I decided to do a blog.

"Hey guys! So in my last video I said I was transgender. I just wanted to tell you guys that I have not started anything, I'm pre-T,
pre-surgery, pre-everything. Um..a couple of you have noticed my voice being a little deeper in my videos and that's because I am trying to naturally lower my voice. I can do videos on a separate chanel maybe...you know, talk about being trans a little more. Umm..I think that's it for this video. Thanks guys. Buh bye!" I said then turning off my camera.

I reached over and grabbed my phone. I turned it on and Luc's name lit up on the screen. I opened my messages and what I saw broke my heart.

(AN: Luc would NEVER do this in real life. If I was dating him and came out as Trans he'd be perfectly okay with it. He's an amazing guy.)

Luc: Call me...

I dialed his number and pressed talk. It rang three times before he answered.

"Hi Luc!" I said happy to talk to him

"You're trans?" Luc asked sounding a little mad also slightly drunk

"Yup." I said confidant

"You came out on YouTube before telling me?" Luc asked beginning to sound even more mad

"I'm sorry Luc. I've been trying to call you but you haven't been answering me." I said feeling guilty

"Maybe that's because I've been having fun with this other girl who actually lives near me and wants to be with me!" Luc yelled as I heard some girl giggling in the background

"Luc...you're drunk....aren't you?" I asked feeling like I was going to cry

"You're fucking right I'm drunk. My girlfriend just came out as a boy. How else do you want me to deal with it!" Luc yelled again

"You're with some other girl." I said feeling a tear slide down my face

"You're fucking right I am. I'm fuckin her too!" Luc yelled

"L-Luc...what's wrong with you?" I asked

Then the phone was hung up.