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chapter 11

Mark pov
I was woken up suddenly by Sean jumping out of bed. I rolled over to look at the clock. 2:30.

"Sean, what are you doing?" I asked him. He looked like he was almost ready to burst open the door to the bathroom.

"We need this door opened Mark". He said with an extremely worried expression on his face.

"Why? What's going on, Sean?" I asked beginning to worry about what would be behind the door.

Sean looked as if he was about to cry as he frantically juggled the obviously locked door handle. "Mark, help me! Please!" He said beginning to cry

It was then that I noticed the blood from under the door. I jumped out on bed and ran at the door. It finally flung open to revile Racesa. She hadn't lost a lot of blood, not enough to worry about. He thigh was bleeding. Sean picked her up and started cleaning up her thigh. After he cleaned her up he places her back on her bed all bandaged up. I cleaned up the blood as best I could.

"Jesus christ, Mark. She...she seriously just did that. Some of those are fairly deep." Sean said tears beginning to fall.
"What if she doesn't like us, Mark?" He asked

"I'm sure she loves it here with us, Sean. You have to remember, she's dealing with a lot of crap right now." I reminded him.

"I know I just...what if she does try to kill herself, Mark? What if she does slit her wrists? Or overdoses? Or hangs herself? Or"

"Sean." I cut him off. "Racesa will be fine. If any of those do happen we'll cross the brige when we get there. When we get back home we can get her some help, okay?" I asked

"Okay Mark" Sean said hugging me.

"If anything I should be the emotional one here." I giggled a little. "I did lose my stepmom to suicide" I said not exactly missing my stepmom but still remembering her and the way my dad was around her.

"Yah. You're right. I'm sorry Mark." Sean said kissing my cheek.

"It's fine Seanipoo." I said and kissed his forehead. "Now let's get some sleep, okay?"

"Okay Markimoo. Let's go to bed." Sean said crawling into the hotel bed.

~Time skippy~

"Markimoo. It's time to get up." Sean said kissing me.

"Okay, okay. Did you get the kids yet?" I asked.

"Yup! Now get up!" Sean said excitedly pulling the blankets off me.

I got up and quickly got dressed after taking a shower. Liam and Racesa were all ready to go. As usual Racesa was wearing a Septiceye sweater, black skinny jeans, a gray flat cap, a face full of makeup, and her hair off to one side. Liam was wearing a plain sweater, blue jeans and a base ball cap. Sean was wearing his JackSepticeye shirt, a pair of blue skinny jeans, and his glasses. I was wearing my usual outfit for panels. I had my Markiplier shirt, a pair of jeans, and my glasses. Racesa was really nervous today because she had her first panel alone and she was going to sing Trap Door by Twenty One Pilots. I've never heard this song before so I'm excited to see what's in store. She has a couple other songs planned but she won't tell me what they are.

"Mark?" Racesa asked

"Yes kiddo?" I said

"D-Do you think I'm going to sound okay? I-I mean... I know I sing on my channel all the time but that just in my room to a camera. This is live. I front of real people." Racesa said obviously very worried