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Chapter 19| A New Years Bang... (part 2)

Remember that this chapter does have a lil' bit of smut in it, HAPPY NEW YEARS THOUGH💛💛
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"I-I- just- I- I-. I love you"

And my heart explodes...

I can feel the heat of my blood rush to my face but for some reason I just feel cold. I really was at a loss for words.

I loved him.

But I couldn't get the words out. Come on Emma, just do it.

"I-I-" I whispered before I felt this magnet pulling me towards him. I snaked my arms around his neck and began to push my mouth against his. He was always the one in control but this time I was the one to take the lead. I grabbed his shoulders, flipping him around and slamming him against the wall.

The air was electric and I couldn't help but touch him anymore. I glided my hands over his sculpted chest and reached for the top button of his navy blue shirt. I tilted my head to the side as his tongue pressed against mine as we fought for control. Things were escalating, and I didn't have one problem, not one bit...

But suddenly the spark was gone and my lips were cold. I pulled away and opened my eyes to see him holding a serious stare. His eyes that were once a soft shade of blue had now become cold and ice like. His stare made it feel like someone was taking a blow to my stomach. My throat was in knots and my brows were furrowed, what have I done?

"You've been drinking." He stated with no emotion. My throat was now in full constriction. "I-i-" I attempted but I was soon interrupted. "Don't lie to me Emma." He's using 'Emma', dang he must be mad. Here comes Mr Stress-head.

I could barley look at him. I never wanted to lie to him but now I felt guilty because he looked so hurt.

Why did he care so much?

I was scared he was going snap and get mad when in fact he did the opposite. "Don't ever do that again..." He said in a broken whisper. "Ever..." He continued before pressing his lips gently onto mine for a quick kiss. This completely defused the whole situation as I was coaxed into his warm arms.

"How did you know?" I mumbled into his shirt. I felt him grab my shoulders, pulling me away from our hug. "I didn't notice at first, but I could taste it on you" He said as he blushed, turning his head away. Since when was he such a shy person? I giggled though as I kissed his hot cheek.

But that sinking feeling of disappointment in my stomach returned when his eyes met mine again. I hung my head low when I suddenly felt him grab my hand. "Hey," He said with concern "what's wrong?" He asked. I shook my head as if it was nothing but he put the back of his hand under my chin and lifted my head up. I sighed before deciding to apologise. "I'm sorry. My mom was being weird and I panicked a bit and then when I was at that other party Ruby offered me a drink and I kind of gave into the peer pressure. It was just one shot but I'm sorry" I said quietly before we stood in silence.

"It's okay Love, just don't do that again, okay?" He asked before I quickly nodded my head. "You know you can talk to me about anything right?" He asked in regards to my mom and everything else. I watched him as he walked into his bedroom before he came back out with a bundle of clothes.

He tossed them to me and nodded his head backwards to silently instruct me to get changed in his room. I walked in and threw on the hoodie and the sweat pants before I opened the door back up but I stopped instantly when I saw the naked skin of his back.

As he lifted his t-shirt over his head all the muscles in his back twitched as his arms rose. My breath hitched at the sight of him so I quietly closed the bedroom and closed my eyes.

Geez Emma, it's Killian! Quit freaking out so much!

I wasn't completely freaking out because I was scared but just in general he was gorgeous. Everything about him just to be perfect which is why I was freaking out, but in a good way.

I opened my eyes and composed myself before I walked back out to see him fully clothed this time. He grabbed my hand and pulled me onto his lap as he sat on the leather couch.

He pulled out the remote and switched on a random show before wrapping his arms around my waist. My cheek rested on his chest as I observed how he was holding my hand. This is all I ever wanted, a happy relationship.

We were coming to the end of 'The Titanic' and me and Killian had barley said anything to each other. I felt him hold me tighter when it came to an emotional scene because he just knows I'm a sensitive person.

And that's when my heart skipped a beat.

I wanted to say it....

"Killian," I said quietly, catching his attention. "I love you" I said shyly as I snuggled back into his chest. "I love you too" He whispered before kissing the top of my head. It was probably the most sweet and quiet moment we ever shared and I was thankful for it, I never wanted him to go over the top, not that he ever does.

Killian POV:

I kissed her head and inhaled the sweet raspberry from her hair.

Here she was, the woman of my dreams in my arms. She was beautiful and I didn't think I could hide that anymore. I realised the way she was sat in my lap and that made the blood rush south of my body.

I squirmed uncomfortably as I managed to wriggle her butt off of my crotch area but I could tell by the way she was looking at me that she knew.

I tried to act like it was nothing but she was so god damn beautiful that I couldn't help myself, and apparently neither could she. She moved my hair out of my eyes and pressed her soft pink lips against mine. Her hand grabbed my jaw to deepen the kiss and I gladly accepted.

Come on Killian, be the responsible one.

The moment I thought that I felt her hand slide down my shirt and to the now bulging area in my pants. Self control flicked like a switch. "Wait Emma..." I started but I saw a mischievous look in her eyes as she began to palm me through my sweat pants. "Oh-Oh god" I groaned as she pushed down harder. "Emma are you 100% sure because I'm no way forcing you-" I rambled but she cut me of with her lips. "Of course I am" she said before her hand wandered up to the hem of my shirt.

She lifted it over my head as I watched her expression. She looked shocked but I also saw a hint of fear in her eyes. "Hey, I said you don't-" I started out but she grabbed the waistband and pulled them down slightly.

My breath hitched the moment her cold fingers wrapped around my hot flesh. "E-Emma" I whispered, my voice completely wrecked. She slowly pumped her hand up and moving her hand down again, and again, and again.

I grabbed her neck and attacked it hungrily as she continued her ministrations. I made sure to leave my mark as her neck turned a dark shade of red.

I could feel myself getting close and all it took was for her to press her lips against my chest before I let go. I almost screamed out as she caught it all in her hand.

She came out of her lustful stare and straddled my lap. Here we go again.

"I guess you could say our New Year went off with a bang... well sort of," She said as she turned to a shade of red I had never seen, "Happy New Year Captain"

"I bloody love you" I growled before attacking the opposite side of the neck.

After a few minutes of heavy making out I took her to my room as I saw she was getting tired. I re-fastened my sweats and snuggled up behind her.

"Happy New Year Emma..."

"Happy New Year Killian..."

I. Was. In. Awe.

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Okay this was the most awkward thing to write😂 Like ngl I can write a sex scent but the moment it's something different I can't god I'm such a prude it's actually so stupid😂

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