Protector

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"I am a nobody. I don't deserve this...Who needs to live" you have tear stains on your cheeks. You look at your wrists and they are covered in blood. You were bleeding out. You were trapped and couldn't escape. "Y/n" you hear your name in the distance. "Y/n?!" you look at your chained feet and couldn't believe this is how it would- "Y/n!!" you wake up and see your boyfriend Jack in a panic. "Baby!! Oh my god. Don't you dare scare me like that. Are you okay?!" he hugs you tight. "Wh-at happened??" you ask and he lets go of you. "You had the dream again" you pull your knees close to your chest. "Jack..I'm sorry" a tear rolls down your cheek. "No princess" he pulls you into a side hug and kisses your forehead. "Let's go downstairs and watch some Disney movies. I will make you tea and we can cuddle." You nod and head downstairs. You sit on the couch with your grey fuzzy blanket and Jack heads to the kitchen. This has been happening for 3 months now. You cry, scream in pain and wake up in a sweat. Your past was terrible. As a kid you were beat, sexually assaulted and have been depressed for years. One day you met Jack and hit it off instantly. He taught you how to feel again. He showed you what love felt like. You smile and he hands you your tea. He sits beside you and wraps his arm around your shoulders. You take a sip and smile as the feeling of the warm liquid goes down your throat. (That was not meant to be kinky) You set it on the coffee table and look up at Jack. "Why do you put up with me??" you ask and he gives you a worried look. "I love you. I will always be there for you Y/n. I hate seeing you in pain and it breaks my heart." you smile and place your lips on his gently. He smiles into the kiss and pulls away. He brushes the hair out of your face, behind your ear. "Beauty and the beast??" he suggests and you smile. "This is why I love you" he smiles and turns it on. You soon drift off and fall asleep in his arms.

~Jack's POV~

It kills me everytime Y/n has that dream. "N-No!!" I wake up in a panic. "Let go!!" I turn over and see Y/n kicking and screaming. "Baby??" I try to calm her down. "AHHH!!!" she screams in pain. "Y/n" I just want to hold her and never let go. She is my everything. I can't lose her. After we get all settled on the couch she falls asleep instantly. I rub her back and kiss her forehead. Her safety is all that matters. She's the love of my life and I don't know where I would be without her.

~End Of Jack's POV~

You wake up the next morning on the couch. You slowly sit up and look around. You expected to see Jack but he was nowhere to be seen. You head upstairs and hear water running in the bathroom. You open the door and see Jack. He had a towel wrapped around his waist, dripping wet hair and a toothbrush in his mouth. He looks in the mirror and smiles when he makes eye contact with you. He spits and rinses his mouth. You walk over to him and hug him from behind. "Morning beautiful" You stand beside him and grab your toothbrush. "You still going out with Abby today??" Jack asks as he goes into the bedroom. "Yeah. She wanted to meet up for ice cream" you say and spit. Jack comes back in with jeans on. "I have to go out with the boys. But I will be back around 4 okay" he kisses your cheek. You smile and rinse your mouth before putting your toothbrush down. You brush your hair and look at yourself in the mirror. Jack puts his shirt on and looks over at you. He sighs and wraps his arms around your waist. "You are beautiful inside and out. I love you so much and I hate when you think bad about yourself" you turn and face him. "But-" you are cut off by Jack's lips meeting yours. Without thinking you jump and he sets you on the counter. The kiss starts getting heated. His tongue slides into your mouth and explores as you run your fingers gets through his hair. He picks you up and lays you down on the bed. He kisses your lips, jaw, then starts sucking on your neck. A small moan escaped your lips and you feel him smirk. He looks up at you. He kisses your cheek and gets up. "I have to go. But we will continue this later love" you stand up and kiss him one last time before he leaves. You smile and get ready to see Abby.

"Hey" you sit across from her. "Hi girl" she smiles. "How are you??" you ask. "I am great. I got my nails done yesterday, went shopping-" she continues and you smile. You order your ice cream and sit back down. "Cool. I have been with Jack most of the time" she rolls her eyes. "It's like your life revolves around him?? He's just a boy Y/n. He will probably end up breaking your heart" Abby takes a bite of her ice cream and gives you a serious look. "No, he won't. I know Jack. He will always be there" She shoots you a look. "I will always be here for you. You don't need a stupid boyfriend" you look up at her. "You don't get it. I NEED Jack in my life. He's what holds me together" she sighs. You have never told her anything about your past. So she doesn't get it. Which frustrates you sometimes. "Whatever. I have to go. See ya" she gets up and leaves. You felt like she was just your friend because you were there. She just acts and puts on a show. You can tell by the way she 'fake' smiles, her tone of voice and how she never wants to talk about  everything but you. You sigh and head home. "I am tired of fake people. Why even try??" you head upstairs. You hear the door open and you go upstairs. You start a bath and fill it completely. You go under the water and try to think things through. "Y/n??" you hear Jack.

~Jack's POV~

I got home and didn't hear anything. "Y/n??" I call and she doesn't respond. That's weird. I head upstairs and see the bathroom light on. I set my stuff in the room and head to the bathroom. I see her in the bathtub but she is under the water. "Y/n!!" I run over to her and pull her up. "Jack" she coughs. "What the hell are you doing?! Don't you do that!! Baby.." I lift her up and wrap her in a towel. I sit on the floor and I hold her in my arms. "Y/n I can't lose you" she looks up at me and my heart breaks.

~End Of Jack's POV~

You move and sit beside him. "I can't do it anymore Jack. Everyone hates me..so why even try??" you look at him and he looks down at you. "Y/n I-" you shake your head and a tear rolls down your face as you look up at him.

"Don't say you know what I am going through because you don't. Have you ever sat in the bathtub with the shower running, your knees pressed against your chest as you are crying your heart out .Then you glance up and see the razor. A part of you wants to grab it and just cut everywhere and release all the pain. But the other half is telling you that it's wrong and not to. You end up listening to the second voice but I am not like most girls. I am strong enough to say no. I don't know how but I am. It's tearing me apart but most girls give in. I have thought about suicide a few times and" you pause. Jack holds you. "Baby..." You look up at him. "I am so glad to have you in my life. If it wasn't for you I probably would have been long gone by now" he pulls you into a tight embrace and you sob into his chest. "I hate it, Jack. I want it to all go away and stop" he kisses the top of your head. "I know princess. I will always be here for you" You look up at him. "You are beautiful, strong, independent and have the kindest heart. I love you Y/n L/n. Nobody can say otherwise" you smile and he kisses you softly on your lips. "I love you too Jack" he smiles and you stay there in his arms. You knew that Jack was the one. You knew you were going to be fine as long as you had Jack by your side.

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