I sat in my car in front of my house with my boyfriend, Well now ex-boyfriend of two years, crying my eyes out. I had just walked in on him with the girl that took my modeling job the other day, I didn't say anything but I slapped him and walked out grabbing some close and things that I needed.
I walked to my car and drove while I had tears running down my face, I drove to a spot that made me happy every time I was there or even thought about it, this is the place where Zach would take me when I felt down or somebody made fun of me or even if one of my boyfriends broke up with me.
Yeah sure a lot that made me happy about this place it that it reminds me of Zach, our first kiss was here he kissed me after I felt stupid for being the only person in 7th grade who haven't had their first kiss, the first time he told me he loved me more than a friend, we were walking around after one of my stupid boyfriends dumped me he grabbed my hand and turned to me.
"I love you, more than a friend and I always will, I'm okay with waiting till you figure out that I'm the one you really should be with but y/n I couldn't wait any longer to tell you this " or maybe it was the time he made loved to me after I was raped years and years before.
"Give me a chance to prove to you that not all guys are there for what he wanted, let me show you that I love you and I appreciate you and your body in ways nobody has ever shown you"
Maybe i was tried of being mistreated but I can't just call Zach after every break-up even though he wants me too, I dont want him to know that another guy cheated on me and I certainly don't want him to know that I let him cheat one me for months because I was to scared to walk out on him.
I decided I would call him, " hey princess what's up?" I feel bad because I'm about to kill his mood with one word, "z-Zach h-h-he Che-ated " I heard him groan and I knew he was pissed off but he and I both knew he couldn't do anything about it. "Where are you?" He is the best person in the world and I don't know what I would do without him he means som much.
"Where you made love to me" he giggled a little knowing why I get sad about a boy I always come here because he knows it's the one place a boy has ever treated me sexually right, "Okay beautiful I'll be there soon stay put please" I nodded my head even though I knew he couldn't see me and hung up.
I laid down on the grass, on a blanket I laid out a few minutes ago I waited for Zach to lay by me and tell me everything would be okay but this time I don't know if I was going to be as hurt. I heard footsteps as I turned around to see Zach walking towards me, I shot up and jumped into his arms as he held on to me never letting go.
"Hey it's okay, let's lay down" it's was night time nobody was in the park and if they were they more than likely couldn't see us as we were in a part of the park that had been blocked off my trees and really nobody knew about it but us, it was our spot.
I cuddled into his chest as he laid down, "am I not good enough for all of them Zach, am I not pretty enough?" He looked down at me and frowned "you are the most amazing girl, the most beautiful in the whole world y/n he was a dumbass who didn't deserve you " he kissed the top of my head and held me closer.
"Zach can I tell you something?" He smiled down at me and nodded his head not say anything else as I sat on his lap and he wrapped his arms around my waist "I love you, more than a friend and I've finally come to realize that after everything I've been through you are the person that me smiled and laugh at the end of a bad day, your the guy that made me feel loved after I felt that guy took everything from me the moment he put his nasty hands on me. You feel like home Zach and I see what you were talking about years ago and I'm in love with being in love with you"
He smiled and brought me down for a kissed, " you have no clue how long I've been waiting to hear that from you "
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That day created a 3 year long relationship, a half a year engagement, a lifetime marriage and twins named nyx (after the Greek goddess of the night, because you guys always did the best things at night) and Jackson ( because Zach named him and loved the named Jackson).
