Zach: baby I can't do this
Y/n: do what? Are you okay?
Zach: I can't be here in LA and sign for thousands of people and not see your face each night, I can't
Y/n: baby you can and you have the rest of the guys what do you mean you can't do this, I've watched you blossom this dream for years there's no way in he'll I'm letting you give this up are you crazy.
Zach: yeah I'm crazy in love with you and i can't do this
Y/n: why can't you huh? Because you can't see my face right now, Zach I'll be up there in a few weeks I swear on everything
Zach: it's not just not seeing you, I miss my home, my parents, my family I miss Texas. I can't baby you don't understand
Y/n: your mom is still going be there for you, so is the rest of you family, you house isn't disappearing, Texas ain't moving. Baby I believe you can do this you just have to get over this fear that's holding you back right now, what is it. What's holding my baby back from making his family and me so ducking proud?
Zach: I scared
Y/n: please tell me of what
I took a deep breath as I looked at the clock 4:45am, it's only two where Zach is I was waiting for zach text as one of the boys texted me which is really odd.
(group chat, all but Zach)
Daniel: why is Zach crying??
Y/n: HE'S CRYING??!
Jack: he has been for the last ten minutes, what did you do to the poor boy
Y/n: nothing he texted me and told me he couldn't do it anymore, you know what's about?
Jonah: something a fan said to him tonight
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Zach: I'm just scared baby, I want to come home to you and my family why can't I?
Y/n: you told me when you moved away that you would do nothing but make me super proud and quitting is not the Zach that got on that plane, that's isn't the Zach I know and I love. What is it, tell me the truth?
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Corbyn: oh yeah a fan told him that you don't love him anymore and you didn't care about him or his wellbeing. It really got to him, we tried to tell him to forget about it but he wouldn't you know why?
Y/n: yeah, last girl he was with before me shattered his heart and he was scared to date me because he thought I was going to make him love me and the leave him out to dry
Daniel: wait there was a girlfriend before you?
Y/n: Sarah, she was a total bitch was cheating on him making him feel bad about himself it just wasn't the right girl
Jack: why hasn't he told us about her
Y/n: because when I finally got him to get over her he swore never to speak of her even to his closest friends
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Zach: Remember when I told you I love you for the first time
Y/n: I'd never forget
Zach: well I want you to relive that every time you think about breaking up with me
Y/n: Zachary I never think about breaking up with you, I'm sorry but you in my life for good. I love you with everything in my body and it would kill me if you weren't on my life, if I didn't have you I wouldn't be able to get through a second in time
Zach: please don't just say that to mess with my head
Y/n: I don't play head games and you know that baby please tell me what's wrong
Zach: I can't stand being away from you
Y/n: and that's okay baby, I can't stand it either but I don't want to get in the way of your dreams and I told you that. You said you understand that
Zach: my dreams are to marry you, start a family with you, and love you till we die together.
Y/n: that's not a dream that's our future, right now you need to focus on signing because you already have me and I'm not going anywhere
Zach: I want to be focused on you and only you
Y/n: no, Zach look I love you but you will give up on signing with the guys I won't allow, if I have to apply to a college up there and get a house I will but Zach you need to focus on this. You have me, I'm here for you and only you as long as you love me I will forever love you and be happy and compliance swear
Zach: I don't want you to change your life for me
Y/n: I'm.nkt changing it, I've already applied to three colleges up there
Zach: babe
Y/n: you are the love of my life and as long as you want me to I staying around and you can't do anything about it, now you need to go to sleep you have to be a the studio in the morning
Zach: I can't sleep without seeing you, I miss your warm body next to mine
Y/n wants to facetime
I smiled as Zach picked up the phone and his face was red from crying, "baby you didn't need to facetime me you could have went to bed" I nodded "yeah I could of but it's no fun falling asleep alone when you could be falling asleep on facetime with you amazing boyfriend" he smiled as I set my phone to where he could see me.
"Zach please don't ever forget, even with thus fame I'm in this relationship for you, I love you. I don't love your money and I don't love you followers I'm here for the guy with red cheeks and the guys that picks me up and spins me when he sees me even if we saw each other twenty minutes before that. You are my world, my life, my whole fucking heart and you always will be"
