I cried as I sat in the doctors office "You ready" I nodded at the doctors and my mom "yeah" I managed out as I took a deep breath as stood up "we'll see you in soon to started the treatments" I nodded.
As we got in the car I broke down "momma" she didn't say anything as she watch me break down "I know baby" she held me as I cried into her shoulder "I know I know" she kissed my head as at this point I was crying so hard there were no sound even coming out.
"I have to tell Zach" she nodded "he's in the middle of a show right now" I nodded "he's gonna cry, momma he's gonna cry" she nodded and rubbed my back. "It's all going to get better" I shook my head "if the cancer didn't go away the first time what makes you think it will this time".
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I laid in bed just crying because at this point in time I didn't know what else to do, Zach had FaceTime me about four times, called me 13, and non-stop been texting me since he got off stage 45 minuets ago.
"Baby" my mom said as she opened my door and Zach FaceTimed me again, "answer him" I shook my head "I don't want him to see me like this", "he worried" she walked over to my phone and answered it "oh bab- oh hi y/m/n where's y/n" my mom walked out of my room.
"Y/n got some news today Zach and it's been really hard on her and I'm not sure if she is really to tell you" he nodded "can I talk to her". I walked to my mom and took my phone, I shut my door as I laid on my bed "baby don't cry, what's wrong" all the guys were sitting on their phone behind him as he was standing against something.
"Zach, my cancers back" he shook his head as all the guys looked up, the color drained from his face "no, baby it's gone remember" I shook my head as I could see the tears in his eyes.
"The doctors said it's back, it's not as bad and they think they can get it all this time" he nodded as he held in his tears "I'm coming down there, I'm booking a flight right now" I shook my head "no no Zach once you finish up tour I'll almost be done with chemo" he shook his head.
"Jack help me, I need to get a flight out to see her" jack nodded as he walked over to Zach "Zach baby" I said as he turned to me and his tears just fell. "I need to see you y/n please just please" I cried as I nodded "Okay, Okay" Daniel hugged him as he cried.
"Baby look at me" he turned his head back to his phone as he wiped his tears "I'm alright, I'm okay I'm still right here and I'll be next to you I swear" he nodded "I'll be there soon baby" I smiled "I love you", "I love you more than you will ever know y/n".
"There's only a flight out tonight" Zach nodded "what time" jack looked "in about 30 minuets and you get there at 8:45 in the morning because of the lay overs" I shook my head "no baby, just wait and I can fly out to see you in Utah" Zach shook his head "too late i already bought that ticket, I'll see you at 9" I rolled my eyes "what about tour".
"I love my fans but you and your health comes first"Daniel nodded "let's just talk to the fans really fast" I nodded.
"Hello guys" Daniel said as people filled in his live, "us a group needed to speak to you guys, we are super sorry to announce that Zach will not be a a few shows, I know it really sucks for all of you guys who payed to see him but his girlfriend y/n is having some health issues that he needs to be there with her for". Jonah walked over to Daniel.
"They will speak out when everything is under control more about the situation of course, they just want all of your guys love and prayers right now" Zach nodded as he packed his bag "I'm sorry guys, I love you all so much and I wish I could meet every single one of you but I need to be by y/ns side and you guys know it wouldn't be serious if I wasn't leaving"
"Dude we got to get you to the airport" I cleared my throat, "let me say something" they nodded and showed me to the live.
"A lot of you know that a few months back zach and I were off of social media for reasons that were explained as something we wanted to keep to ourself. I'm sad to info that during that time I had cancer and it was bad, really bad actually the doctors said they had gotten it all but sadly I was told today that they cancer is still there and growing pretty fast, so Zach's going to stay with me for a little, not to long because he is still in a band".
"Zach if your still leaving let's go" Tyler said, "baby I love you and I'll see you soon" I nodded as he hung up.
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"Zach" I said as I jumped into his arms and he caught me "I missed you" I said as I kissed him "I missed you so much more" he said as he spun me around.
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Pt.2??
