Shawn Mendes Imagines

Impossible [♬19]

Imagine being in a natural disaster and searching for your family.

A rush of air comes bursting into my lungs. They hurt, they ache, I am confused.

Where am I

Water, water all I see is water. There is no one, there is nothing, I am floating, being rushed towards the same direction as floating bodies and floating cars.

I was alone, but a few minutes ago I wasn't. Where is my family, my parents, my sister? Where is Shawn?

I reach for anything I can float on, anything can pull me back under, anything can split my body wide open. I need to stay still. I need to stop moving.

I grabbed a hold of a fallen tree, clenching on and refusing to let go.

My chest was still aching, perhaps from the water inside them, maybe it was because I thought everyone I loved was dead, maybe it was because I was freaking out.

Everything was finally looking up for my family and I. Yet here I was drowning, clinging onto a tree, by myself and all alone.

My father came back from the army, my mother had won her fight with cancer, and my sister was about to graduate high school. Things had been bad for a long time, and now they were good.

Shawn and I were a different story, I wished I had said something sooner, I wish we had more time. He was my best friend until things changed. I was drunk, he was there and I told him how I really felt.

I wish I told him sooner, I wish we had more time. I wish I wasn't here, that this wasn't happening.

I placed my head down into my hands, I didn't want to think about what hurt, I didn't want to feel the pain was most likely in.

"SHAWN!" I screamed with everything I had, every ounce of strength. My body only being driven by pure emotion, all my emotions.

The water pushes me harder against the tree. Sharp, soft and unimaginable items brushing along my skin as they pass.

The branch creeks and cracks, my body exhausted and snapped.

Snapped emotions, snapped ribs, stabbed ligaments, and a snapped heart.

Creaking and cracking, the branch bends. My body gives up, I just want to sleep, to wake up.

Snap, the branches snaps, and I am pulled back underwater.

I hold my breath, I try to swim higher, to get back, but I am trapped under a glass ceiling. I can see the sun, the sky, the air, but I will never get there. I have no energy to swim higher, so I am pushed through the water.

branches clip my skin. Silent screams escape from my mouth, and my lungs fill with water.

Hands, people, bodies, parents, children, hands, hips, hands grab my hips.

Air rushes into my lungs, the burning feeling, bitter but sweet. My hands clasp around the edge of the fallen tree, so many fallen trees. Tears are spread down my face, down my neck, a warm breath is on my neck.

Shawn

"Are, are you o-okay?" HE whispered into my ear. He breath was warm, it was safe, I felt safe. I felt like the world was okay, I felt like nothing bad was happening.

"I, I don't know," I said keeping my eyes closed, and Shawn close.

"We are going to survive this, we have to. We came out of the water, we have to survive this, right?" He said, still no louder than a whisper.

"I don't, I don't know."

Shawn pressed a tear away, looking into my eyes.

he didn't look away, he didn't smile, he just starred.

"We survive this."

I literally have not updated for over a month and I am so so sorry for that..... :(

I wanted to say thank you for all the support I have gotten on this, two chapters ago I was excited got 2K and now we are already almost at 4K thank you thank you!!

I tried to make this a great imagine, so it would be worth the wait, hopefully it was.

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Love you all so much, and I will see you next Friday ❤️❤️