Shawn Mendes Imagines

My Shawn Experience / Life Update [♬35]

First off ... I haven't written anything in over a year. I am a full time college student as well and an assistant manager at a tea store! So I am sorry I wish I had more time and I try to make the time, I really do!

Writing is something I love. Wattpad is something I love. Writing is what I want to do with my life, I have learned a lot, and I wish I could actually write something to prove that to you all... if I had Fucking time honestly.

I do really need to say this as well, thank you.
Like seriously thank you so fucking much! ❤️

I reached 1K followers recently (lost a few then headed back up to 1K) I haven't written and you all are still supporting me which is literally incredible. The only person who fully supported my writing, went out of his way to read it and constantly ask what new work I had, passed a few years ago. My Grampa (spelling intended.) He was very and is very important to me and so the support here really means the world.

This book alone was updated a year ago, only three imagines ago .. this book was at 20K, now it's past 60K again thank you so fucking much.

My Shawn experience was bittersweet, it was everything I have ever wanted, and also the last time my best friend sister and I were really together.

We bought the VIP tickets at my kitchen table in May of 2018 at 6:00am. For a concert that was in June of 2019. We screamed when we bought the tickets and woke the entire family up and our year wait couldn't have come fast enough.

It didn't feel real until we were in the arena an arena with 1/4 of our towns population.

My heart stopped when Shawn walked out for the QandA like literally, it took my breathe away and I couldn't breathe. I literally just starred at him and couldn't believe it was happening.

I felt like I was in a room with my best friends, like people were talking to me and crying with me when their question was asked, when we got lost we met these other girls and it was like we were best friends.

The girls beside us told us all about the show and how we should run to the back after bad reputation and man did we get close to B Stage.

I cried my eyes out for Alessia Cara because I love her and I literally almost passed out for Shawn! I was so excited, emotional and anxious that I had to sit down for a few times and try not to throw up (so that sucked :/)

He feels like a friend (after you freak out for like 5 minutes.) He just talked and we listened and responded and he looked unreal, like he literally looked fake until he moved.

I was literally so depressed after I got home, going back to work, dealing with some personal issues, home issues, it was a lot for me to go from the happiest moment of my life to a crummy time in my life.

Like I have waited to see Shawn for like 4 years, in grade 8 or 9 I showed teachers his stitches video and was like, this kid will be something. My mom who makes fun of me for loving him so much, cried when I started crying like she felt how happy I was to see him.

It was really important and I learned and experienced  a lot. I hope you all get to see Shawn, and I promise one day you will. I hope you all get to meet him, which I hope one day I will ❤️

Again I love you all, this was a quite little wrap up of my experience so if you have questions, please DM me or comment! I would love to talk to you all ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Love You!!!