Shawn Mendes Imagines

Turbulence Part 4 [♬27]

The 4th part to Turbulence.
Imagine waking up in the hospital.

Maybe things turn out a certain way for a reason, perhaps the things that happen to us our signs. Maybe this was a sign.

I remember his eyes, looking at me tell me he was there. I remember his tone of voice, telling me to stay awake.

I felt safe, I felt as safe as I did when I was on that plane when he grabbed my hand. I felt safe. I was bleeding, I was possibly dying, but I felt safe.

The light was bright, it wasn't sunlight, it wasn't daylight, they were lights so bright that they caused me to squint.

"Hello Mrs, you're in the hospital do you remember what happened."

"I, I was on an island. I don't."

"It's okay, let's start simple. Do you know your name?"

"My name, wait... where is Shawn?"

"Shawn, Okay lets start there, who is Shawn?"

"He's famous, you will know him. You would know what he looks like. Mendes, Shawn Mendes."

"Yes, I know him, do you remember what you were doing with Shawn."

"I was looking for him."

"Yes, but why?"

"The plane."

"Yes, you were in a plane crash, you were with Shawn."

"Where is Shawn, you know him, he was with me. He was with me by the tree. He found me when I was on the tree."

"I will look honey, but I need to find your name, I need to know who you are, so I can call someone so I can help you."

"My name, my name is ... Marky."

"Is that your full name?"

"Markyln Tello."

She smiled, she left, and an hour passed before she came back. I sat there, staring down at my leg, it was wrapped, I still had no idea what was happening.

Was it broken? Was it falling off? I only had one mission, to find Shawn. I wasn't thinking about me.

She smiled when she walked in. She sat in the chair and just sat there.

"Is it okay if your parents come in?"

"Okay."

They cried, they hugged me, and I felt nothing. They were talking to me, but I didn't really hear them. I was waiting for the answers I wanted to hear.

No one would let me turn on the T.V, I wasn't able to have my phone, I was being treated like a child, a lost child that had just got home. I wasn't a kid, I was just lost and now found.

"Where is Shawn." is the first thing I say to my parents, nothing else. Not I love you, not telling them I was okay, asking for Shawn. Their expression changed, and I knew.

I wasn't able to turn on the tv, because it was all over the news, that Shawn Mendes has died in a clan crash, that Shawn Mendes was still not found, that Shawn Mendes was in critical condition. That whatever the news was, it wasn't right.

"I saw him."

"Honey, you didn't."

"No, I did."

"Honey, you lost too much blood, you saw things. Shawn ..."

"Where is Shawn?"

"He's gone, honey."

"What?"

"He didn't ... he didn't survive. They found him miles from where you were. He was flown through the air. "

"NO!" Tears bursting, my heart aching, Shawn was no longer here to hold my hand. I was no longer able to feel safe in my darkest moments. Shawn wouldn't be there, Shawn wasn't here.

My leg was an issue. They were worried but waiting. They were talking about amputation. Today I would lose Shawn, tomorrow I would lose my leg, and I have already lost myself.

Night came, and so did the light, sunlight. Clouds and flowers, lots of flowers. A sound so beautiful that I forgot about everything horrible.

The doors opened, and there was Shawn, smiling. I knew what was happening, my leg was an issue, there were toxins in my blood, in my leg. I was dying, and there was knocking on heaven door, holding Shawn's hand and once again, feeling safe.

Did you watch Shawn on the late late show?? How have you all been this week?? ❤️❤️