Flights (Magcon Boys FanFic)

chapter 11

I spent the days leading up to my trip in bed. I had to tell my mum i ran into a door to explain my facial situation. I havent spoken to Kian since that night.

The night before, I was packing and Kian came in.

"Hey," he said softly.

"hi," I said as i put my last pair of jeans into my suitcase.

"I'm gonna miss you," he said.

"I'm gonna miss you too.." I said back.

"A month and a half is a long time to be gone for," He added.

"Yeah, I know."

"You will call me if you're feeling bad right?"

"Yeah, sure" I said, placing my converse in the top of the suitcase.

"okay, I'm driving you to the airport tomorrow morning," I ignored. He walked back out and closed the door.

I put my two pairs of Vans and my one pair of nice heels in my case and zipped it up, putting the lock on the zip. I heaved it off my bed and collapsed in the spot where it previously was. I don't remember actually getting into bed but i slept, heavily.

**

In the morning my alarm went off painfully early again. 5:30am. Shit. I put on the outfit I layed out last night and added a snapback to shadow my scarred and bruised face. I pulled my bags out into the hall to meet Kian, dressed and ready.

"Let me take that," he said as he took my heavy suitcase from me. As he wheeled it to his car, I plugged myself into my phone.

PLAY

It aint the gun, its the man behind the trigger,

gets blood on his fingers and runs.

I got into the car, did my seatbelt and waited for Kian.

It aint the lie, its the way the truth is denied.

If there is one thing that I'm guilty of, its loving and giving when you take too much

If somebody asked how we died, please look them straight in the eye.

Kian got in and started the car. It was a long drive. Oh great.

Call it suicide, don't fabricate, just tell them babe.

It was suicide, don't sugar coat it, just let them know, ooh.

SKIP

Kiss me hard before you go, summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know, that baby you the best.,

I got my red dress on tonight, dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight

Done my hair up real big beauty queen style

High heels off

I'm feelin alive

Oh, my god, I feel it in the air telephone wires above, sizzling like a snare

Honey i'm on fire. I feel it in the air

Nothing scares me anymore.

SKIP

Don't talk, let me think it over,

how we gonna fix this,

how we gonna undo all the pain

Tell me, is it even worth it