My Bi Professor [COMPLETED]

7-"I want you."

I had some free time, so I wrote another chapter.

Ash-

What was I going to do?

My head rattled when the alarm beeped that morning. I turn it off, groaning as I remember last night.

I walked away from my job and scholarship to grab a few beers, only to go back and kiss my professor?! What was I going to tell him? I wasn't so drunk last night that I was able to remember everything. Every word.

I fucking kissed him. Again. What will I do with Andi? Why did it feel better with him than with Andi? What will I tell Phoenix? Or little Nathan? How would they approve?

I took my time with a shower, remembering what Professor Lonsdale told me, along with brushing my hair and teeth. I put on a black shirt and black sweatpants, along with a navy blue coat, similar to my outfit yesterday. I turn up Nathan's alarm, and head out to his office after grabbing a cup of coffee.

I don't even bother knocking on his door, I just open it and walk in. He looks up from his papers, and takes off the glasses that are always on his nose in the morning. "Good, you're here." His cold Australian voice greets me.

I take a seat in front of his desk without his asking. I rest my elbows on my knees, and sigh as I throw my head in my hands. "Mr. Lonsdale," I mumble into my hands. I could only see slivers of the light, slivers of the ground, through the gaps of my fingers. He doesn't respond, which encourages me to go on. I groan as I lift my head back up, returning to the world. The horrible world, where I realized that... I loved my professor. My professor, not my girlfriend. A forbidden love, that would never be shared. "I'm sorry, I don't know what to do! I can't ignore these feelings-."

"Wait," he stops me. "Feelings?" He asks.

I stand up. "You know what, maybe I should just-," I try.

"No, Miller-," he interrupts.

I put my hand out before me, making him stop what he was saying. "Okay, can you stop interrupting me?" I ask.

He chuckles. "Sure, yeah, yeah. But, don't leave. Can we just... I don't know..." he stands up, taking a few steps towards me.

I had to remember that I hated this man. He was a cold hearted dick, that was just leading me on. "Professor, we both know this is wrong." I remind him.

He scoffs, while still walking towards me, making me back up until my back hit the wall. He put his arms on my shoulders, pinning me better than he did yesterday. "But it feels right. Isn't that what you said yesterday?" He asks, giving out an almost crazy laugh. "I don't care if it is wrong, Miller. I-I can't ignore these feeling either!" He confesses, his voice growing as well as his accent. I try to shush him, but it didn't work. He kept talking. "I don't care if it's wrong, Miller! I-."

I cut him off by connecting our lips, and he runs his hand through my hair. "Well, that got you to shut up," I laugh.

"Now it's your turn to shut up," He says with a smirk. He clashes our lips, and tries to go deeper with the kiss. His hands travel along my back, grabbing at my coat.

"Mr. Lonsdale," I moan into his lips.

He moaned slightly, too. "Call me that again," he says.

"Mr. Lonsdale, w-we can't," I push him away.

He groans. "Miller-."

This time, I cut him off. "We're at school, Professor!" I remind him. "I have a girlfriend. You're my professor. You could get fired. I'm just not sure this is the best thing. It may be 'right'," I say with air quotes. I sigh, and rub the bridge of my nose. "But it is wrong."

He exhales a deep breath. "So then what do you want to do, Miller?" He asks. "What do you want? Because... I want you. I want you, Miller. Not just sexually." He confesses, his Australian accent making him even hotter.

I groan. "And... I think I feel the same way." I confess. I see a flash of happiness cross over his features. "But," I say, making his face fall back to a frown, "this is risky. Really risky. And I don't know what to do about Andi, Nathan, Phoenix..." I spiral off, worry growing in my chest.

He puts a hand on my chest. "We'll figure it out if we really want it, okay?" I nod my head, my breathing hitched slightly. His touch affected me so much. "Good." The bell rings, and he backs away from me. "Now get to class, Miller. I'll see you there," he winks.

I gulp. "Yeah, Okay, Professor Lonsdale." I say, grabbing my bag.

"Keiynan," He says. "When we're alone, I'm Keiynan."

I smile. "And I'm Ash. Goodbye, Keiynan," his name rolled off my tongue, making my teeth show through my smile.

As I walk out of his office, I felt a sense of happiness, yet dread. How could I do this?

I hear my phone ringing, and dig to get it out of my bag. "Hey, Colton," I greet after picking it up.

"Hey, Ash." He says.

"How's that job hunt going?" I ask.

"Um... good, good. I'm starting to get somewhere, I guess. How's your assistant job?"

I smile. "Good, I guess." I chuckle internally.

"Good, good. Just wanted to check in on you."

"Okay, bye."

"Bye." He hangs up the phone.

I sigh slightly as I stick my phone in to my pocket. I was happy he was doing good. I felt bad for just thinking it, but him losing his job my have been the best thing to happen to me.

Or, the worst.

I was so bad at keeping secrets! How could I do this?!

My friends approach me, Nathan throwing his arm around my neck and messing up my hair. He may be younger than me, but he was taller and stronger.

I try to have a normal conversation, but I couldn't. Especially when Andi tried to go in for a kiss. I groaned internally, knowing I'd regret what my life would come to because of this.

"Can I talk to you?" Me and Andi ask each other in sync. She chuckles, but my matter was not laughable. A break-up never was.

I just get on with when and where. "After school. 7:00 pm. Our bench."