My Bi Professor [COMPLETED]

18-"I can't."

I just wanted to confirm that there will be a third book in the "series". I'm already planning it, just as this book is already planned.

Keiynan-

The aroma of steak filled the house.

My nerves filled me. Ash was in my living room as I made us some dinner. It was our first real date, and I was worried what he would think.

Neither of us were wearing anything too fancy, which I told him was perfect. I was wearing a black shirt, and some jeans. He was wearing a red long sleeve shirt and some gray sweats, his checkered Vans at the door where he took them off.

"Need any help in here?" Ash asks as he wraps his arms around my waist.

I chuckle, and turn around. I wrap my arms around his waist, and he moves his to my neck. "I'm doing just fine, especially now with you here." I plant a kiss on his lips, and my worry slowly melts away.

Eventually, dinner is ready and we sit at my dining table to eat. Ash tells me all about what he learned about his family, and just his life in general.

His brother Jax, his brother Dash, his mother, and his father.

It was all so heartbreaking.

I told him about my life. I only recently came out as bi. "I first came out at 20. For a while, I was just confused. I guess I just didn't want to be afraid or ashamed of who I was anymore," I confess to him. "Which is why I'm really glad kids can come out so young now."

He nods his head, and covers his food filled mouth before responding. "I never had a problem with it, 'Cause Jax was gay," he explains.

I nod. "So, do you like the food?" I ask him.

He nods. "It's great."

"Good."

"I hope it didn't take too much work."

I shake my head. "No, it was fine." I assure him.

Once we finish dinner, we were sitting on my couch. Ash connects our lips first, firm and passionate.

As stuff got hotter, he turned so he was straddling me. His hands run on my back, gripping my shirt.

I pull away. "Ash, I... I need to tell you something first.

With my lips off his, He connected his to my neck. He started kissing up and down, which admittedly turned me on. "Yeah?" He asked as he trailed kisses down.

"I..." I grab his head, forcing him to take his lips off me. He then knew it was serious. "I can't. Not now. I don't want to do anything that..." I sigh. It couldn't be like last time.

"Why?" He questions.

I shake my head. He couldn't know yet. It was too early. I couldn't lose him after just getting him back.

"We just can't." I say. "Please don't hate me." I beg.

He strokes my hair. "No! There's no way I'd hate you!" He tries to convince me. "But I cant say it won't be hard." He seductively says.

I groan, throwing my head back. "Trust me, It'll be hard for me too." I reply with a sigh.

Ash's phone buzzes, and he gets off of me to check. He puts it in his pocket, in a slight rush. "I gotta go. Thanks for the dinner. Bye." He quickly says.

I was left sitting on my couch all alone, with a dick harder than it had ever been before.

~~~

Ash-

I was only slightly upset about the news with Keiynan and him holding out.

What I was more upset about was the text that showed up on my screen.

The multiple texts, actually.

From: Andi
I need to talk to you.
6:13

From: Andi
I can see your phone's location.
6:15

From: Andi
Where are you?
6:21

From: Andi
I'm going over there.
6:29

From: Andi
This is serious! Please come and talk.
6:43

From: Andi
I'm actually going over to your location.
6:46

From: Andi
Whose apartment are you at?!
6:57

That was why I rushed out so fast.

Andi was actually here.

I ran down the stairs as fast as I could, in case Andi was on the elevator.

When I made it to the ground floor, I almost crashed into her. Andi.

My Vans screeched as I stopped. "Andi!" I pant, holding my chest. "Wha... what are you doing here?" I breath.

She crosses her arms. "Have you not been checking your phone?!" She scoffs.

I hadn't, actually. I put it on silent for mine and Keiynan's... date.

I nod my head, ashamed. "Well," her eyes were red as if she had been crying, which I assumed she had been because there were also small marks of running mascara over her cheeks. "My last doctors appointment, the one you couldn't make," she said with disgust, "Well, it turns out that... the babies aren't okay."

I gasp. "W-what?" I grab Andi's shoulders, and walk us outside. "What is it?" I quickly ask.

She shrugs, tears welling in her eyes. "Well, we aren't sure if it will stay, but there is some extra fluid behind one of their necks. They... they think it could cause a heart disease in the baby."

My heart practically stopped. A heart disease? In my child? "Well what can we do?" I question, almost angry.

She shrugs. "Nothing." Her voice cracks. "The doctors say we should wait and see if it is still affecting the baby in a few weeks."

I nod my head, taking a deep breath. It would be okay. It would all be okay. "Thank you, Andi." I tell her.

"For what?" She asks.

I chuckle slightly. "For telling me."

She looks at the ground, kicking her shoe. "I feel like I've ruined your night." She confesses. "I mean, what were you doing here? You're wearing your first-date shirt."

I look down at my shirt. My red shirt with long sleeves. Even at a fancy restaurant or something, I'd wear it under a coat. I remember wearing the similar shirt the first time I went out on a "date" with Andi. We went out to get ice cream with her mom when we were 13. On our first real date, I wore one when we went out to get pizza.

Since both of those times turned out so well, I always had a long sleeve red shirt for first dates. I shrug, pulling at the fabric on the edge of the sleeves. "I am? I didn't even notice." I try to explain.

She laughs. "Ash, you'd only wear that if something important was happening."

I smile. "You know me so well."

"I do." She comments as she wipes away a tear that fell from her eye.

I stop her hand, and wipe it off myself. "It will be okay." I tell her.

Andi nodded. She closed her eyes and leaned forward, making our lips connect.

I pull away with a sigh. "Andi..."

"I get it," she says, another tear falling. "You've moved on. Goodbye." She got into her car, and drove off, leaving me standing in the cold winter air, confused and sad.