Irresistible | e.d

T H I R T Y

My eyes slowly open to see Ethan squirming in his sleep, his arms wrapped around me as if he was protecting me.

"If you dare lay a finger on her again, I will fucking kill you with my own hands!" He yells.

Nightmare

"Hey, hey. Ethan you're fine, I'm fine" I say and peck his forehead.

His eyes open and tears fall down his cheeks.

My precious baby was crying because of a nightmare.

"H-he took you again and I couldn't p-protect you" he says through hiccups.

"Ethan, no one took me. I'm fine, it's ok" I say while caressing his cheek with my thumb.

"Promise?" He asks.

What a fucking precious cupcake

"Promise" I mumble and peck his forehead.

"Its 8 am, I've gotta get up" I mumble.

"Can I join you for a shower?" Ethan says with a smirk.

"Fuck you, Dolan" I say while shaking my head, trying to hide the smile on my face.

"Nah, I have you for that now. My hands retired" he says causing my cheeks to go red.

I roll my eyes and get up to go shower.

I strip from my clothes and stare at my self.

"Why can't I look pretty? My boobs are small, my ass too. I'm so ugly. Why can't I look more like Ethan's exes? Am I even good enough for him? Does he even want me? Does he even love me? I'm not worthy of him. Why would a god like him like someone like...me?" I say to myself. At least I thought I was talking to myself.

I hear the door creamed open and I saw Ethan's reflection in the mirror, causing my eyes to go wide.

I quickly grab my towel and cover myself.

"Please leave, babe" I say softly.

"I've seen you naked before" Ethan says chuckling "a little more than naked, I've been inside you" he says.

"E, it's not really the same thing" I say, while looking down.

He walks over to be and places his finger under my chin and flicks it, causing me to look up. I look right into his beautiful, gorgeous eyes.

"No it's not. I love the shit out of you in both ways" Ethan says and his forehead touches mine.

"Don't ever say dumb shit like that again. You're not pretty, you're fucking gorgeous. You're a goddess. You don't need to look like my exes. They're exes for a reason. You're so amazing, I don't deserve you. I love every inch of you, your perfections, your flaws, even though I'm sure you don't have any, your curves, your personality, your laugh, your smile. Every fucking thing about you. And I love you, way too much for me to explain it in words. If I'm such a 'god' then there must be something higher than that level, and that higher level is you" He says in a slightly harsh tone.

He moves even closer to me than we were and our lips brushed.

"Now let me make you feel like the fucking goddess that you are" Ethan says and our lips connect.

Ethan pulls the towel off me.

He leaves trails of sweet kisses all over my body.

"You're a fucking goddess" he says he says between kisses.

After he's done giving me countless hickeys, he stands up and looks me in the eyes.

"I'm repeating it one last time, you're a fucking goddess. Understood?" He says through gritted teeth.