Irresistible | e.d

T H I R T Y - E I G H T

(Album cover)

"Oh my god, Ethan you weirdo! You did not do that" I say to Ethan who is red and both our families are laughing.

"He seriously did. I don't even know why" Lisa says.

The night was great. Ethan's parents are SO sweet. I can't deal.

The night was sadly coming to an end and we had to say goodbye to everyone.

As the last person left the door I waved them goodbye and shut the door.

I turn around and almost scream when I see Ethan.

"I thought you left, you little shit!" I say clutching my chest.

"So should I?" He says.

"No, I'd love cuddling on Christmas and watching movie"

"Where's the tv?" Ethan asks since it was his first time at my new house.

"That thing opens electronically and the tv's in it. But we're not watching it here" I tell him while googling a good movie to watch.

"Where are we gonna watch it?" He asks looking around.

Either the screen outside but we'd have to be in a pool for that, so hell no to that. We'll watch it in the cinema. Home alone?

"You have a cinema? My girls got cash. Also yes!" He says.

"I don't like talking about my money, but come on let's go" I say to him and make my way up the stairs. I open the door to the cinema and Ethan looks around in amazement.

"You got leather recline seats? Damn" he says while feeling up the leather.

"Gucci leather?" He screeches as he sees the logo. My boyfriend is a Gucci crazy bitch. I even got him Gucci shoes for today, and for his birthday a Gucci sweatshirt. And Nicki Minaj, but she's a person so I wouldn't call her a present.

We plop onto the seats in the middle and I cuddle up into Ethan. The movie starts to play but Ethan isn't watching it, he's staring at me.

"What?" I say playfully to him.

"Nothing I just love days like these. You have no make up on, everything is just happy and we cuddle" he says and pays with my hair.

"I love you, baby" I say as I brush my nose against his while smiling.

"I love you too, baby girl" he says intertwining his fingers in mine.

We've been together more than a year.

I've started going to the gym and I'm finally getting healthy physically and mentally. I've never been happier. This love is nothing that could be put into words, that's why there's no love songs on the album.

But there were gonna be love songs sung on tour. You'll see.

3 months later

I've officially posted about the album. Today the first offcial single came out. And I chose The Mother We Share, it'll be like a closer to the 4ou tour. Getting to work for that tour has been a magical and surreal experience, and it's inspired me to go on tour myself. Editing for the boys, going on them with stage, traveling to 6 different continents. It's been amazing.

The music video is #1 on trending and its gotten 879,000 views up till now. My new insta hit 43 million followers so yeah life's been chill.

1 and half year later

I have one last make up check before I go onto the stage elevator. The track of S.L.U.T starts playing and I'm wearing a black body suit with a lightweight floral patterned jacket and my hair is in natural curls.