Fuck Buddies; Shawn Mendes • | ✔ |

Chapter 24

| Anya Armani |
Same day

"Guys let's do something fun" Stella clapped her hands as she sat down on couch, "Yeah sure let's go to my bed" Nash chuckled and everyone laughed while Stella gave him glare, "Not that kind of fun" she stated, "Truth or Dare?" Cameron offers raising his hand up "Cam we are not in school" i laughed covering my face with my hands, he chuckled and smirked at me. "Okay so i will start" Anna butts in convo, yeah okay. "Anya" she smirks, "Truth" i chuckled, everyone started laughing "Come on you was first one to choose that" G yelled still laughing, i rolled my eyes and turned my attention back on Anna, "Hmm do you have any siblings?" i meantally rolled my eyes, "Yes i have a brother" i said.

"His full name?" she asked, what the? "Um Justin Corbyn Armani" i said with my eyebrows raised in confusion, she gasped "What?" i asked, "Your last name is Armani!?" she whisper/yelled, oh sho "Yeeaah" i dragged the 'e' smiling lightly "Anya... What is your dad's name?" asked Nash looking at me seriously "Why does it even matter?" i asked now standing up, "Just answer" Skate said. i bite my lip looking down at my shoes "Emporio Armani" i heard gasps going around room, and whispers "OKAY why is it such a big deal!?" i yelled now, with my eyes widen. "Anya" Cameron put his hands on my shoulders "Do you understand who your dad is??" he asked, "Yeah just a normal man" i showed off his hand , "Well i will be modelling his new Watch collection" Shawn said and everyone turned their attentions to Shawn, "You will what?" i asked walking up to him "What? He is just a normal man" He mocked and Nash chuckled and when i snapped my head in his direction he stopped and put on serious face, "This is insane" i mutter as i jumped on couch, "Wow this escalated quickly" Johnson laughed, "It's not even big deal guys" Stella said, "Her dad is one of the most riches people in this planet Stella" Gilinsky said, okay is it about money?? "YEAH! But he is normal human being! Like all of us, and he is pretty cool tho" she chuckled at last part and i smiled, "Okay let's continue our game!" Anna yelled and everyone muttered 'okay' 'whatever'. I looked at Shawn and he was on his phone, i stood up "Where are you going?" Jack asked me, "just to talk to Shawn" i smiled down at him, he nodded and went back to his conversation with Taylor, i walked up to Shawn and sat down beside him, he looked up at me and shook his head and went back at his phone "Can we talk?" i asked him softly, i saw that he hesitated for answer he looked up at ceiling and playing with his fingers, and then he finally said "Sure.You have 5 minutes" i nodded and we stood up walking outside, he closed doors behind him and we walked to staircase, we sat down.

"Look Shawn, i am really really sorry about what happened, i know i sleept with Sammy, and Jack and all of that, i knew i said like "Oh we are fuck buddies no feelings" but that is not okay, look I like you i really like you,and i want to be with y-" i was cut off when i heard someone right behind me, i turned around, and saw.... Jack. He was standing there with tears in his eyes holding a bouquet of roses, i quickly jumped up and covered my mouth with my hands, my eyes started to water "Jack l-NO SAVE IT" He yelled at me making me shut up immediately. "I wanted to fucking ask you to be my girlfriend today! To make this trip worth it, to make the most beautiful girl ever mine, but that's what i thought" Ouch. "I fucking liked you! I was so head over heels for you! And you are here being fuck buddy with Shawn and talking about how you fucked Sammy and me!While doing that with him!! You wanna know something?? You were my first time Anya! And i never want to see you again" He threw roses down on floor and i saw a tear rolling down his cheek, he turned around and walked away. I couldn't move, i couldn't breath, i looked around and everything was moving, i was choking, I fell down on floor and started bawling my eyes out, i wasu crying so hard untill the point i started coughing because i had to air, "Anya! Breath" i heard a voice, i couldn't do anything, i was not able to breath i couldn't.. "ANYA!" the voice now yelled at me, i could feel my eyes closing, untill i felt soft lips on mines, i know these lips, i know them too well, i calmed down my breath and i pulled away from the kiss, i opened my eyes and there was Shawn with worried expression on his face, "S-Shawn I-I" i started stuttering "Its okay" he said as he hugged me, "Everything is okay" he said softly rubbing my back, i could smell his cologne, he smelled so good, i just wanted to stay in his arms forever. "I am sorry" i said one more time, i heard him chuckle "I think you have bigger problems then saying 'sorry' to me now" he said, "What?" i asked looking up at him. "Anya...Look. You hurt me, pretty bad. And i am not saying i don't want to, but i just can't let myself have those feelings for you anymore, i moved on" those words hit me like a truck, is this really it? I lost them, both of them, i knew this day would come, i knew it.
I nodded my head and unwrapped myself from Shawn's arms and stood up walking to my room, i heard him calling my name but i slammed my hotel doors in his face, i could feel tears coming out of my eyes again, i slid down the doors and put my head in my hands and crying my eyes out. I heard my phone buzzing and picked it up

Johnson❤️: I am not telling anyone, BUT if you ever talk to me again, or even come closer to me, i am telling whole damn world, delete my number, cuz if you are reading this i already deleted and blocked yours, have a great one.

I screamed and threw my phone onto the wall,now i already now it's completely broken now, i walked to my bathroom and looked myself in mirror, who am i? What am i doing with myself ? I am a monster.

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A/N Daaaaamnnn this was long as chapter! I hope you guys like it!! xoxo

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