the shy one//a hannie fanfiction

•nine•

"but i can't. no matter how hard i try, i can't."
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in which annie gets the exact opposite of what she had wanted.
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•annie•

the series of events have left me speechless.

i mean, i have the best boyfriend in the world.

i'm pretty sure i was smiling like a freak the whole time.

yes, i did freeze when he asked me.

i closed up for a second.

i was scared.

what if it's going to happen all over again?

what if the same situation is going to occur once again and make me sad, depressed, and miserable.

the same situation that happened with brennan.

but then i realized something.

something amazing.

something pure.

hayden summerall is unlike the rest of these boys.

he's sweet, charming, adorable, experienced i'm guessing..

but most importantly, he knows how fragile i am.

and he knows not to break me.

and which that is what i appreciate the most out of everything.

he actually cares.

even when no one else does, he cares and is there for me no matter what.

and i feel as if i can actually believe him.

but i promised myself something not to long ago.

i promised myself not to fall in love.

but currently, i am breaking that promise.

i'm falling off a 500 mile high building because of love.

and i'm just afraid nobody will catch me.

i'm afraid i'll hit rock bottom.

i'm afraid i'm going to watch him slip out of my grasp as i slam against the ground.

i'm afraid i'll then shatter into a million peices, scattered across the ground.

and the worst thing i'm afraid of?

i can't do anything about it.

and it may not be the falling, shattering, or even it being unstoppable, that's the most painful.

it will most likely be when he walks out of my life while i'm lying there broken.

people say that you never know.

and that's right.

you never know if he may or may not catch you.