the shy one//a hannie fanfiction

•nineteen•

"i should've cut you out while i had the chance."
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in which annie attempts to separate the love for good.
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•annie•

my eyes fluttered opened slowly.

i looked at my surroundings.

nothing was familiar.

well now that i think about it, i've seen rooms like these in movies.

filled with padding, doors undetectable, no way out.

they were used for crazy people.

memories flooded back.

i am crazy, aren't i?

i am a phsyco path who deserves to be locked up like this.

but if only they knew.

if only they knew what i have been through.

an abusive relationship that went on for years.

several rape situations.

and the worst of all...all the damage that has been done to me heart, my trust, and my hope.

i sat still on the padded floor.

i'm not addicted to drugs.

i'm not crazy either.

what i am addicted to is love.

it hurts, but it hurts so good.

i hate it, but i need it.

i just wish i could block love out of my life.

i would be so much happier.

i would be so much more free.

a voice boomed from above.

"...annie?"

i looked around, there was no one.

"it's an intercom. anyways, i need to know how you're feeling. any symptoms of some sort. we need to know if the fluid is reacting with the pracine."

i looked around.

"i'm not a test subject! i'm a human being! and i'm not telling you anything!"

"maybe someone you love, perhaps?"

there's that damn word i hate again.

love.

ugh, pathetic.

i don't have time for love anymore.

i need to find a way to escape this mess.

before i could say anything, a door that i didn't even know was there, opened.