Lessons of Love

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Zayn's POV

It broke me to see her not only sobbing, but shaking.  She was having a horrible memory not only by her actions, but by the way she looked. 

Petrified.

Her actions made me feel as though something was being ripped out of my chest because something was, my heart. 

It hurt that I couldn't help her forget those memories, but hopefully overtime I can because I sure as hell want to.  Lilith doesn't and didn't deserve anything of what has happened to her or what is happening to her.  I want to help her slowly forget those memories so that they no longer haunt her furture, but her past which is where they belonged.

In the past.

Yes, she fell in love with let's just say not the best person, hell maybe not even a person at all.  But we can't help who we fall in love with, but maybe she wasn't in love with him, but rather she was in love with the thought of being in love.  But maybe she wasn't, I can be wrong. 

Maybe she did love him enough to ignore all of his imperfections and misconplexions because I too, have done that.  I at times would blame myself for the reason why Carey and I ended the way we did.  For a while I believed that I didn't show her enough love or that I could've done something else, but the truth is I was too blinded by her beauty, by her perfection, just by her. 

But now, a year later I knew it wasn't my fault but rather an accident.  I gave her the love I thought she deserved, I gave her the love she wanted and in return she gave me the love she could give.  Which triffled into barely anything after a while that we started dating. 

But yet here I am, trying to calm the girl that is broken something that she hasn't felt in a while I assume. 

Love. 

Lilith was uncontrollably sobbing into my chest, tugging on my shirt while trying to catch her breath as tears streamed down her face and onto my shirt.  At times do you ever wish you could tell someone you think you might be falling for them? 

Because I sure do, I feel myself starting to fall for Lilith.  Fall for this girl who is perfectly imperfect in every way possible, to the way her nose crinkles when she laughs, to when her cheeks flush when put in an awkward situation, to the way she slightly snores in her sleep, to her flaw being that she is beautifully imperfectly broken.  I see her stealing what was left of my heart, and slowly starting to repair that part of my heart that was broken. 

Knowing that I no longer wanted to see her in this state, I slighty started shaking her, hoping that could catch her attention. She looked at me with those innocent brown eyes of her as I placed one hand on her wait and the other her hair.  There was only so much I could do other than telling her that everything would be alright, because it will be. 

The future always is, or the future can be better than alright, maybe even better. 

She kept shaking her head 'no,' and a thought occured to me as I wrapped my arms bringing her into my chest again with one of my hands playing with her hair.  I brought my mouth next to her ear so that she knew I was going to say something, or in this case, sing. 

"Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high

There's a land that I heard of, once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue

And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true."