Secrets

Chapter 8

Today has been going kind of slow. I just want it to hurry up already. I've noticed through out the day that I started to get nervous. I don't even know why. I can't even remember the last time that I actually got nervous about a date. I don't get why I am with this one? Maybe it's because he's older or that he's my teacher. I don't know but I hope I'm not this nervous when it's just him and I. I've never been this nervous about being around someone before. I mean he is my teacher too. Hopefully nothing bad happens with this. It could ruin my senior year. It could probably ruin more things than that. I don't need that. I have less than a year left.

When I finally walked into my last class of the day I saw Niall already sitting there. He's usually already sitting there before I get here anyway. Most of the class was already here too. Probably because I don't rush to class. I like to take my time. There's no point in rushing anywhere, I walked over, sitting down next to him. He mumbled, "I can tell you're nervous."

"Is it really that obvious?"

I hope it isn't that noticeable. People might think it's a little weird. I don't really care what they think though. I just don't want Louis to notice. He nodded, "Yeah. Just calm down. We already know he likes you so just be yourself. I'm sure that's what he wants. You have no reason to be nervous."

"Yes, I do."

"No, you don't. Just calm down."

I looked down and started messing with my hands. I know he's right. If Louis didn't like me he wouldn't have asked me out on this date. He sighed, "Why do you have to be nervous?"

"I'm younger than him. What if I'm not a person he wants to see again?"

He smiled, "Your age shouldn't matter. Allison, just think that he wants to go on a date with you instead of the girls that are usually basically throwing themselves at him. Which is almost every girl in this school. Trust me he's going to want to see you again. If not he's kind of an idiot."

I smiled a little bit, "I hope you're right."

I'm sure he's right. I just don't want to admit it. He chuckled, "I know I'm right about this. Now calm down. You don't have too long to wait now. Everything will be fine."

Before I could say anything the bell rang and Mr. Tomlinson walked into the class, closing the door behind him. He looked over at me and smiled before looking back towards everyone else. He started talking but I wasn't paying attention. I couldn't help but get more nervous seeing him. Hopefully it's not as bad by the end of class. I don't know how much longer I can take of this. I don't remember being this nervous for anything. I don't want to seem nervous around him.

I'm glad class has gone by fast. Probably because I do want to go out on this date with him. I looked up at the clock and noticed that we only have a couple minutes left. I looked down and started messing with my hands again. I can't believe I'm actually going through with this right now. I know that I want to go out with him but I'm just so nervous. Maybe when it's just the two of us it won't be as bad. I know I wasn't nervous when it was just the two of us in here yesterday. I was actual sort of relaxed. Things just felt right. I'm sure things will feel like that again today. I sighed as I heard the bell ring. Niall whispered, "You'll be fine so calm down. Text me how things go later."

I nodded as he walked out after everyone else. I'm happy he stayed by me as long as he could. I looked up and I saw Louis close the door after everyone left. I'm glad his door doesn't have a window in it like some of the classrooms. If it did we would have been caught yesterday. Well maybe not but I still don't want us getting caught. I got up as he walked over to me. He smiled, "I've been waiting all day to be with you."

I couldn't help but smile and look down. I know that my face is red from blushing. He's already being so sweet. I felt him put a finger under my chin, tilting my head up so I was looking at him. He sighed, "You know you don't have to try and hide the fact that you're blushing in front of me. It's true though, I've been wanting to see you with no one else around. Now we can finally have our date."

"Really?"

"Yes. That's why I wanted to come over last night but you didn't exactly answer me about that."

"Sorry. It's just that my parents were home."

He smiled, "Well then hopefully one day we won't have to worry about that."

He's being so sweet. I've never been out with a guy being as sweet as he is right now. Well none of my ex-boyfriends have never been as sweet as he has been. They had some good moments when they were but most of the time they weren't. I don't think any of them knew how to treat people right. I smiled, "So you think we'll be going out again after this?"

He nodded, "I'm sure we will. I mean I at least hope we will."

"I hope that we will too."

He smiled before leaning down. He pressed his lips against mine. They were soft and gentle against mine like they were yesterday. I moved my arms up and wrapped them around his neck. I started messing with his hair when I felt him place his hands on my hips. He pulled me a little closer to him. For some reason it feels right kissing him like this right now. I know we shouldn't even be doing anything but it doesn't seem to matter in this moment. Hopefully we'll have more moments like this. He pulled away, smiling. I have to admit I was smiling too. I mean it's hard not to after that. He's a good kisser. He pecked my lips, "I've been wanting to kiss you again since yesterday."

I know that my cheeks are red again, "Really?"

"Yes, I mean who wouldn't want to kiss you. I mean you should hear about what guys in this school say what they want to do to you."

"I don't want to hear about that. At least not right now. I'm sure that you don't want to know what some girls in this school are saying what they want to do with you."

He chuckled, "Well let's not talk about what other people think of us anymore. Let's focus on each other and get out of here."

I smiled, "I don't really want to be here anymore."

"That makes two of us."

I smiled as he picked up my bag, that was by my chair. He put it over his shoulder before grabbing my hand. We walked over by his desk where he grabbed his bag. I don't get it but I'm happy to be going out with him. It makes me feel a little better knowing that he chose me out of all the other girls he could have chose. I shouldn't be thinking about that anymore. It's nice that I'm not as nervous as I was before earlier. Maybe it's because I tend to relax around him. I don't know why I relax around him. I just do. Hopefully it stays like this. Maybe it all will just keep getting better for us.