Secrets

Chapter 58

Allison's POV

It feels nice just laying here with Louis. We haven't said much. It's just nice being with him like this after everything today. I still don't know what to think about everything. I mean I do want to move in with him. It's basically like we already do. I'm sure that my mom is going to stay gone a lot now that she doesn't have much of a reason to be at home. I guess I can bring it up to her. I think the only thing she would say is that she wants to meet him. I do want them to meet and I want to meet his mom. I know he's agreed to that and he just really needs to find out when. I feel like he would be happy with me living here. I know it's a little fast but he was right when he basically said it's already like we live together. I feel more at home here too. I mean nothing would really change. We sleep together every night as it is. I looked up at him and I noticed him already looking at me. He smiled, softly pecking my lips, "I love you."

I can't help but smile, "I love you."

It's relaxing being with him right now. There's no noise from anything. I mean the TV isn't even on and we're not really talking. I don't really mind. It's not awkward. I mumbled, "Can you do what you were doing the other day when I saw sick?"

"Sure, love."

I moved off of him, over on my stomach. He rolled over, starting to run his fingers up and down my back lightly. It's so relaxing when he does this. I felt him kiss the top of my head, "Are you ready to talk, baby?"

"Sure, only if you keep doing this."

He chuckled, "Alright, what do you want to know?"

"Why did you only hook up with girls before me?"

He sighed, "I hung out with horrible people. There were so many drugs and things around all the time. They only let me hook up with girls. They basically controlled everything I did. I couldn't be with someone like I am with you. I knew what they did if I was. I'm glad that I'm mostly out of that now."

"What do you mean mostly?"

"They try and get in contact with me. I normally ignore them.''

I'm kind of confused on who these people are. I knew his past wasn't the best. I do want to know more. I looked at him a little confused, "What would they do if they knew about us?"

"Well I know they wouldn't be happy about it. I mean they already think it's ridiculous that I'm a teacher. They would probably try and do what they would have done before."

"What would that be?"

He frowned, "Well they would try and take you away from me. They would try and have sex with you then when they were done with you, you would be pretty much nothing. They don't have anything to do with a girl after they fuck them. If you didn't agree to that then they would force you to have sex with them then they would probably hurt you."

I can't help but be a little surprised. I've never really had to deal with people like that before. I'm surprised that he had to even though he doesn't have a very good past. "They basically raped girls?"

"Yes."

I feel like he would never do anything like that. He treats me so well. Better than I deserve to be but I should know if he ever has. "Did you do what they did?"

"No, I can't see myself doing that. I just hooked up with girls just to make them happy."

"Well do you think they would try and do that to me if they found out about us?"

"I'm not sure. I know I won't let any of them lay a fucking finger on you. You're mine and I love you more than anything. I don't want any of that to happen to you.''