Secrets

Chapter 91

Allison's POV 

I should have known that Louis knew I had his phone yesterday. I didn't know he would get so upset about it. I didn't go through anything except for the pictures of us. I didn't know he was talking to anyone about my Christmas present. I'm kind of curious to what it is. I want to forget about yesterday but it's bothering me why he would get so upset about it. I want to as him about it today. I don't want to upset him on his birthday though. He might not be as upset today though. I'll just bring it up later. 

I woke up with Louis' arms wrapped around me, our legs tangled together. I know things weren't the best for us yesterday but I'm happy to be waking up with him like this. I looked up and saw that he was still sleeping. I smiled to myself. He looks so cute and peaceful. His hair is all messed up. I moved up, kissing him. I felt his lips start to move against mine. He moved his hands down to my hips, pulling me over so that I was straddling him. I smiled, pulling away from the kiss, "Happy birthday, baby."

He smiled, "Thank you."

"How does it feel being 22 now?"

"It doesn't feel very different. I don't like that we're getting farther apart in age."

He's right. It's probably not the best thing that we're getting farther apart in age but I know I have a birthday coming up too. It's still not that big of an age difference. I felt him move his hand up to my cheek, caressing it with his thumb, "I'm so sorry about yesterday, baby."

I sighed, "I don't want to ruin your birthday with all that."

He started to run his thumb over my bottom lip, "You're not going to ruin it. I'm just happy I'm spending my birthday with you and I just want to work everything out with you."

I know we still need to talk and I just want him to be happy. I moved my hand up to his, kissing his thumb before pulling it away, "How about I make you breakfast in bed and after that we can talk."

"Will you be joining me for breakfast in bed?"

I nodded when I noticed him smirk. I leaned down, softly pecking his lips before moving off of him. I walked out of our room then into the kitchen before making his breakfast. I started thinking, I love him. I know we have our problems like everyone else but I still love him after all of it. I mean things haven't been the greatest since yesterday and he wants to talk about it today. I don't want to ruin his birthday but it's what he wants to talk. I don't want to argue with him. Almost everything I do is for him though. I feel like we're so different from other couples. I mean we're not even supposed to be together and we are. Who knows what would even happen if anyone other than Niall knew who he was and that I was living with him. I'm not even sure if I would care anymore if we got caught. I mean it wouldn't change anything between us. Well at least I hope it wouldn't. 

I finished up our breakfast, placing it on a tray before carrying it into our room here. He smiled when he saw me. I smiled, setting the tray down. I sat next to him as he kissed my cheek, "Thank you, baby."

I pecked his lips, "No problem. I just want you to have a good day."

"Everyday that I get to spend with you is a good day."

I smiled, looking down. I love when he says things like that to me. I never really had anyone say things like that to me before him. It makes me happier knowing that he's never really said anything like that to anyone else. I still love him even with his past. I don't really care about that though. I just care about the way he is now and how his past has changed him for the better. I honestly don't know if I would stay with him if he was still like he used to be before I met him. I don't really want to think about that. Today is supposed to be about him. I want him to have a good birthday. I felt him wrap his arms around me, kissing my cheek, "Come over here and sit with me, love."