Secrets

Chapter 32

We got back to Louis' car and he opened the door for me like usual. I love how he always does that for me. I know no one did things like that for me before him. I'm happy he's mine though. I got in his car as Louis put my bag down before he closed the door. He walked around, getting in. On the way back to his house I felt him put his hand on my leg. I smiled to myself. I think it's cute how he always does this. Honestly he's perfect to me even with his flaws. I leaned into him when he squeezed my leg. I'm glad we finally can be alone after today. It's been kind of crazy. I know him and I could have been caught today too. I'm not sure if I would even be upset if we were. I know he would have been in trouble with the school but then we could be open about us. I don't want him to lose his job though. I would hate knowing that I would be the reason for him being fired if we did just became open about us. I mean I hate knowing that everything that happened today is my fault too. I didn't expect it all to happen the way it did. 

Before I knew it we were at his house. I've been happy about coming here after school everyday and not having to worry about going back to my house. It just makes things easier being here. I'm sure Louis feels the same way about that since he always has to sneak in and out of my house. I feel bad that he always has to do that to just to stay the night with me. We got out of his car, leaving my bag in it. I mean there's no point of bringing it inside if we're just going to bring it back out here tomorrow. I felt him wrap his arm around my waist as we walked inside. We walked into his living room when he started pulling me towards the couch. I want to do something for him tonight. I mean we both need to be happy. I kissed his cheek, "I'm going to make us some dinner, baby."

He smiled, "Are you sure? I can just order something so you don't have to."

I smiled, "Yes, I want to do this for you."

He pecked my lips, "I'll come into the kitchen with you."

We walked into the kitchen as he pulled away from me. I noticed him sit on the counter. I walked over to his fridge, pulling out some chicken. I put that down before grabbing some noodles and Alfredo sauce out of the cabinet. While I was trying to cook Louis kept messing with me. I don't mind it though. I like that he kept doing that. I know he's trying to make today better. That's what I want to do too. I have a feeling I know what else I can do later to make sure we have a good night. I finished up cooking, making us each a plate. I noticed that Louis already had our drinks at the table. I can't help but smile a little bit. I love us being like this. Being in a house with just the two of us. We don't have to hide anything about us here. I kind of want this all the time. I like going to bed with him then waking up with him. Then us getting ready in the mornings together. I want this all the time. I'm not sure if we can. I mean I know I'm still only 17 and in high school. I don't think my parents would just let me just move out. Maybe Louis and I can talk about this one day. I don't want to make anything weird between us though. I mean I'm not sure what he would even say about that.

I sat down next to him as we both started eating. I felt him place his hand on my leg like he usually does. I actually like him doing this now. I know that I didn't before but that changed. I know he's not going to try anything unless I want him to. When he was finished he moved closer to me, kissing my cheek. I smiled to myself while I finished eating. When I was done I leaned into him. I felt him kiss the top of my head. He mumbled "Thank you for dinner, love. It was really good."

I smiled, "It was no problem."

"Do you want to talk about today?"

"Yeah, let's go into the living room to talk."

I looked up at him as he pecked my lips. I got up, grabbing our plates then put them in the sink. Louis grabbed my hand before walking into the living room. We sat down on his couch as he pulled me over so that I was sitting on his lap. He smiled, wrapping his arms back around me. He pecked my lips, "What happened when she came into my class today after I left?"