Secrets

Chapter 73

Allison's POV

Honestly me and Louis having to sneak around is starting to get to me. I don't know how to bring it up to him. I mean I do love him. It just feels like us being together just keeps getting harder on us. I feel like things would be easier if we weren't together. I love him so much though. I can't imagine being with anyone else but him. It just sucks that he's my teacher and we have to sneak around about everything. I kind of want to talk to him about this. I don't want him to get upset about it. It felt really hard having to leave him this morning. I don't know why. I should be used to it by now. We've been having to do it for months. I just don't want to hurt him by bringing it up.

The lunch bell rang and I walked out of the class. I walked down the hall towards Louis' classroom. I do want to be with him right now. I'm still upset with the way things have to be. I want to talk to them about it all but I don't want to upset him. I got to his class when I heard some talking coming from the inside. I don't know who would be in there. I opened the door, walking in. I noticed Lauren moving closer to him. I don't even know how she got in the school. She got fired. I noticed her start to smirk. I don't even know that to say about this. I felt tears start to form in my eyes. I shook my head, walking out. I don't know if anything was going on in there. I don't really want to know right now. The door slammed behind me and I pulled out my phone. I don't want to go back to my mom's. If she's there I don't want her knowing what all is going on. I can't go home. I know Louis will just come back there. I called Niall. He answered after a couple rings, "What's going on?'

"I'll tell you later. Can you please meet me at your car and can I stay with you tonight?"

"Yeah, that's fine. I'm walking out now."

I hung up, sliding my phone into my pocket. I snuck out the side door since there was no one in the halls. I walked down the sidewalk to the student parking lot. I saw that Niall was walking towards his car. I walked a little faster so he wouldn't have to wait as long. I got there and he unlocked the doors. We got in and he looked at me. He looks concerned, "Are you okay?"

"I will be."

He nodded, "Do you want to talk about it?"

''Can we got by mine and Louis' house before we go to yours?"

"Yeah, do you want to talk when we get to my house?"

I nodded as he started pulling out of the parking lot. I feel bad that I haven't been around him much. He doesn't know a lot of what's happened between Louis and I. I haven't got to talk to him much since I don't usually have my phone with me anymore. I noticed that we were getting closer to our house. I looked over at Niall. He looks kind of worried. I know he's worried about me but he doesn't need to be. I'll be fine. I mumbled, "Will your parents be fine with me staying at your house?''

He chuckled, "Yes, you're still like family, Allison. They ask about you all the time and they're out of town this week."

I can't help but to smile a little. It's nice to hear that. It kind of makes me feel a little more bad that I haven't been around too much. I don't really know when the last time I was at his house was. We pulled up in front of Louis and I's house. Niall looked over, "Do you need help getting anything?''

I shook my head, "I'll be back in a couple minutes."

He nodded as I got out of the car. I walked up to the door, opening it. I walked up to Louis and I's room, grabbing a bag. I threw some clothes in it with my phone charger before walking back out to Niall's car. I put it in his backseat before getting in. He start pulling out of the driveway when he asked, "Do you live with him?"

"Yeah, we moved in together a couple weeks ago."

He just nodded. He doesn't look surprised by it. I guess it wasn't really surprising. I pulled out my phone and saw that I had a lot of missed calls and texts from Louis. Honestly this hurts right now. I thought he was going to stay away from her since she got fired. I just don't get it. Things were going so good for us. He got me a promise ring. We got tattoos for each other. Maybe this is why he was against me getting mine at first. I sighed, looking down at my left hand. I don't know if I should take it off or not. I don't want to lose it. I don't even know what's going on with Louis and I. I don't want to talk to him right now to find out. I'm still upset. I don't know when I'll forgive him this time. Usually I forgive him fast but this time is different. He's lied multiple times now. I'll at least give it a couple days. We got to his house and he parked his car out front. I know he's going to want to know what's going on. He grabbed my bag for me before we walked inside. He set my bag down by the door, looking at me, "Let's talk in the living room.''