Secrets

Chapter 20

Louis and I spent the rest of the night just being with each other. We mainly cuddled and watched movies. We took some more pictures too. Honestly I was just happy to be around him. I'm happy anytime I'm around him. Maybe that's a sign I'm getting more feelings for him. I don't think that's even possible. We haven't been together long enough for that, have we? I don't want to say anything unless he feels the same too. I don't want to feel stupid and ruin things.

I woke up and something felt weird. I had my head on a pillow. I looked over and didn't see Louis in bed. It's been awhile since I've woke up by myself. I wonder where he went. I sat up and realized he wasn't in here. I noticed that the door was left open. I saw both of our phones still sitting there on the table next to his bed. I know he's still here. Maybe he just went downstairs.

I got out of bed, walking downstairs. I noticed that he wasn't in the living room. Maybe he's in the kitchen. I wonder why he just got up this morning. I thought he would have woke me up if he wanted to get up. I walked into the kitchen and saw his back towards me. I noticed that he was over by the stove. I noticed that he still didn't have a shirt on either. I know he never sleeps with one on anyway. I walked over to him, wrapping my arms around him. I kissed his shoulder, well what I could reach of it. He chuckled, turning around. He wrapped his arms around me as I wrapped mine back around him. He smiled, "Good morning, love."

I smiled, "Good morning."

He leaned down, kissing me. His lips were soft and gentle against mine like they always were. He ran his tongue over my bottom lip and I let him have entrance. After a couple minutes I pulled away, "Maybe you should go back to what you were doing."

He chuckled, "Yeah but I want you in here with me."

"I'll stay in here then."

He smiled, lifting me onto the counter next to where he was. I guess I should have seen this coming. He always wants me around. I mean we do spend as much together as we can. I like that though. I know that he does too. I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing. When he was done cooking, he put the food on two plates then set them on the table. I started to get off the counter when he mumbled, "I was going to help you off."

I smiled as put his hands on my hips, helping me off. We walked over to the table and started eating. I felt him reach over, grabbing my hand. He intertwined our fingers. I can't help but smile about it. I finished eating before leaninginto him. I felt him kiss the top of my head. He finished up eating before kissing my cheek, "Do you still want to go get some things from the store today?"

"Yeah, I actually have something I'm supposed to pick up today."

He seemed kind of confused, "Okay. We can go anytime that you want."

I'm glad he didn't ask what I need to pick up. I know I wasn't with anyone before but I got on birth control in case I did. I don't want to tell him that's what I need to pick up. I'm not even sure if my parents know I'm on it. I guess I should keep it that way. I'm sure they would freak out if they knew. I'm not sure what Louis would do if he knew. I think the only person that knows about it is Alyssa and that's because she went with me to get it. I couldn't have taken Niall to get it. It would probably creep him out. 

Maybe we should just go and get our shopping done now so we can just spend the rest of the day together before we have to go back to my house. I don't really want to go back but I feel like my parents are going to come home tonight and I don't want to be caught with staying out all night. I'm sure Niall doesn't want to pick me up from here in the morning anyway. I mean he isn't happy about me and Louis being together. It would make him more upset coming to his house. I don't want to cause any more problems.