Secrets

Chapter 12

I didn't think it was possible but his smile got even bigger with my answer. He lent down, kissing me like he did when he picked me up. His lips are so gentle against mine like he doesn't want to hurt me. I hope he doesn't. I'm sure that he won't though. I'm sure if he did he wouldn't have been as nice as he was before. Well he still is. He's probably the nicest guy I've been with. I moved my arms up around his neck, starting to mess with his hair a little bit. He pulled away, "Maybe we should stop before people start staring."

I smiled, looking back down. He moved his arm back around me, pulling me closer to him. He kissed the top of my head, "I'm happy I can finally call you mine."

I looked up at him and noticed that he was already looking at me. I smiled, "That makes two of us."

I'm happy that he asked me to be his girlfriend. I know that he's mine and that he won't be with any other girl. I know that other girls like him. I mean I hear girls talk about it in the hallway at school. I shouldn't be jealous. I'm sure that he won't do anything. Well I know he won't. He leaned down softly pecking my lips, "I hate the fact that we have to keep things about us a secret except from a certain few people."

"I know. Maybe it's better. People won't know what's even going on between us. It makes us less likely to fight because we won't have people bothering us with their opinions about us."

He smiled, "You're right. I just want everyone to know that you're mine. I mean it's upsetting sometimes hearing what some of the guys say about you in my class. I mean I know you're with me now but I don't like the fact that they want to be with you too."

"Well you have nothing to worry about. I don't want to be with anyone else."

He pecked my lips again, "I hope so. I don't think I could share you."

I giggled, looking down at my hands. I started messing with them like I usually do. I don't know why I do. I guess it's just became a habit to do that. I felt Louis kiss my cheek, "I hope you know that you mean a lot to me."

I looked back up at him. He wasn't smiling or anything. I couldn't help but smile hearing it. I could feel butterflies in my stomach when he said that. Before I could say anything the waitress was back with our food. He moved his arm around me as we both started eating. He kept joking around while I was trying to eat. He would chuckle every time I tried not to laugh. I know that he's trying to make me laugh on purpose. I think it's cute though. When I finally finished eating I noticed that he still was. I leaned into him when he wrapped an arm around me, pulling me closer to him. I don't mind it. I like being around him. I felt someone looking at us. I looked over and saw another couple looking. I wonder if Louis has noticed. I looked up at him and I realized he hasn't seen them yet. He looked down at me, smiling. After a few seconds his expression changed, "What's wrong?"

"Did you notice that there's another couple looking at us?"

He looked at me a little confused, "No, what do you mean?"

I looked over at them and noticed that only one of them was still looking. I felt him kiss the top of my head, "It's nothing to worry about, love. Let's just have a good night."

I nodded as he finished eating. When he finished, he paid the bill before grabbing my hand. We walked out to his car when I noticed him smirk a little. I noticed a group of guys walk by us. A couple of the guys looked over at us. I wasn't paying too much attention to them. We got to his car and Louis opened the door for me. I like how he always does this. I've never had a guy do that for me before. He started driving towards my house. We both stayed quiet. I like how it's not awkward when we're both just quiet and not really saying anything. He reached over, grabbing my hand again. I intertwined our fingers and looked over at him. I notice him smile. I can't help it but smile too. I'm happy that things between us are so good right now. Well I mean we've only gone on a few dates for the past week and made things official today. I guess we're moving a little fast. I don't want to move too fast. Maybe we will just be like that. Maybe we will since we won't have anyone around us when we're together. I mean we can't. I don't want him to get in trouble for being with me. It would ruin everything. I looked back out the window. I realized that he was pulling into my driveway. I kind of don't want this date to end already. Well at least not right now. We got out of his car when he wrapped do his arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him. He walked me up to the front door and I turned around to look at him. He smiled, placing his hands on my hips. He pulled me a little closer to him, "I had a nice time tonight."

Before I could say anything else he leaned down, kissing me. I moved my arms up around his neck and started messing with his hair. Our lips were moving in sync. I felt him run his tongue over my bottom lip and I quickly let him have entrance. I pulled a little at the ends of his hair as he moaned into the kiss. He pulled away sooner than I wanted him to. He looked like he was about to say something but I stopped him, "Do you want to come inside? I mean my parents are gone. They'll be gone till Sunday night."

He nodded, "I would like that."

I smiled, intertwining our fingers. I opened the door and he closed it behind us. I know I don't want to do anything with him right now. I don't think I'm ready for anything yet. I've never done anything with anyone except for making out with a couple guys that includes Louis. I know other guys have wanted me to do more with them but I never did. I don't think Louis would want anything right now. Well I hope he doesn't. I lead him upstairs to my room. He asked, "What are you wanting to do?"

"Let's cuddle and watch movies."

He smiled a little bit. I let go of his hand, walking towards my closet. He asked, "Where are you going?"

"I'm getting in my lazy clothes before we watch movies. I hate wearing skirts."

I heard him chuckle as I walked into my closet. I'm glad I have a walk in closet. I closed the door behind me then grabbed a t-shirt and some Nike shorts. I changed into that before walking back into my bedroom. I saw Louis sitting on my bed looking around. I noticed that he already took his shoes off. I smiled to myself. I think it's kind of funny how he's already kind of made himself at home. I don't mind though. I walked over to him, "What do you want to watch?"

He smiled, "I don't care. You pick."

I walked over, grabbing my favorite movie 'We're the Millers'. I put it in before walking back over to my bed. I noticed that Louis was already laying down. I smiled, laying down on my bed next to him. He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me closer to him. I laid my head on his chest. It feels comfortable being like this with him. I never thought I would actually be dating my teacher. He honestly doesn't even seem like my teacher though. He's so young. When we're around each other I tend to forget about it. I felt Louis move some of my hair, softly kissing the top of my head, "Can I see you tomorrow?"

I moved so that I was looking at him, "I was going to go with Niall tomorrow with his family on their boat."

I looked down and started messing with my hands. I don't want to upset him. I felt him put a finger under my chin, tilting my head up so I was looking at him, "I understand you should probably spend time with him too. I mean we have been spending a lot of time together this week and you haven't been around him. I hope you know I'm not upset about that."

"You're not?"

"Nope. I understand he's your best friend. I mean I do like spending time with you but I understand you probably need to spend some time with him too."

I smiled, quickly kissing him. I pulled away sooner than I wanted to, "Thank you for not being upset about this."

He chuckled, "There's nothing to be upset about but can I see you on Sunday then?"

I smiled, "Yes. I don't have anything to do."

He smiled, "Let's watch this movie and enjoy some time together."

I laid my head back down on his chest and started watching the movie. I felt him started moving his fingers up and down my back. I couldn't help it, I started to get tired. I felt my eye lids get heavy and they started to close when I felt Louis move under me. He mumbled, "I should probably go. I mean I can tell that you're getting tired."

I shook my head, "No, will you please stay?"

He smiled a little and nodded, "Yeah."

I can't believe I even asked that. I mean I do want him to stay though. I like him being around. I can't believe I'm already so comfortable around him. We have spent a lot of time together lately. He got up, moving the blankets on my bed. I got under them when I noticed him start to undress. I couldn't help but look. He is extremely attractive. He took everything off except his boxers. He threw his shirt and jeans on the chair in my room before getting under my blanket with me. I laid my head back on his chest as he wrapped his arms back around me. I like being like this with him. I'm happy with the way things went tonight. Hopefully everything can stay like this. There's really no reason for them not to.