Secrets

Chapter 19

On the way back to Louis' house we were both quiet. I didn't mind it though. It's not awkward when we we're both quiet. It's peaceful. He reached over, placing his hand on my thigh. I looked over at him and noticed him smile. I can't help but smile too. He squeezed my thigh a little, keeping his hand there. I moved closer to him so my head was leaning on his shoulder. He smiled, moving his hand from my thigh, wrapping his arm around me. I know we don't have far to go to his house but I love being in his arms. I'm sure he enjoys me being in them too. I looked up at him and noticed that he's focused on driving. I kind of want to mess with him. I moved a little closer to him and started kissing his neck. He moved his arm from around me, placing his hand back on my thigh, "Allison, please don't do this right now."

I pulled away and noticed he was trying his hardest to focus on the road,"Why not?"

"I can't handle you doing that while I'm driving and we're pretty much here already."

He was right. He was pulling into his driveway. We got out of his car when he grabbed my bag. He threw it over his shoulder, wrapping his arm around my waist. We walked inside his house, walking up to his room. He set my bag down on his bed. He smiled, wrapping his other arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him. He leaned down, pressing his forehead against mine. He whispered, "I care about you so fucking much. You're probably the best thing that's happened to me."

Before I could say anything he kissed me. His lips were so soft and gentle against mine. I wrapped my arms around him. I can't believe he said that. I can't help but feel butterflies in my stomach every time he says things like that to me. I'm so happy that he's mine. I don't want to be with anyone else but him. When I'm with him I don't mind us having to sneak around to be together. I do wish we could be open about it but I don't mind us hiding. Maybe it saves us from people trying to get involved with our relationship. I guess this is better than that. I don't want people causing problems between us. I know Niall is the only one that knows about us. I'm not sure if Louis has told anyone. He hasn't told me if he has or not. I guess I could always ask. I know he would answer me asking about it. I felt him run his tongue over my bottom lip and I let him have entrance. I've literally never kissed someone as much I have with him. I don't mind it though. I care about him more than I have about anyone before. I know he feels that same way. He's the only guy I've wanted to do anything with too. I know I've dated people in the past but it never felt anything like it does when I'm with Louis. It feels like we can't get enough of each other. Maybe that's a sign about something. Maybe we'll be together for awhile. For some reason I like the idea of that. I don't think I should be thinking about things like this so early in our relationship. I know we're moving faster than other couples do. I mean we do spend more time alone with each other than they do. I know both of us like how we're around each other a lot. I feel like people should have started to realize something going on between us. I'm glad that no one has. That would ruin everything probably. He pulled away from the kiss, smiling, "Are you getting hungry, love?"

I nodded, "Yeah. We haven't ate all day."

He chuckled, "I know. I thought I would go make us some food or maybe order something."

"Thank you. Can I take a shower while you're doing that?"

He smiled, "You don't have to ask me that, love. Just make yourself at home here. What's mine is yours."

I can't help but smile, "Thank you."

"It's really no problem. You don't always have to thank me."

"Sorry. I just got used to doing it all the time to everyone."

"I know. I just want you to know that don't have to thank me all the time. I know you do appreciate everything I do."

I nodded as he smiled, "I'm going to go figure out something for us to eat."