Secrets

Chapter 39

Niall and I watched TV the rest of the night. I honestly don't even know when he left since I fell asleep. I feel kind of bad that I did fall asleep while he was there. I did enjoy being around him though.

I woke up to my phone going off. I saw that it was Louis. I don't want to deal with this right now. I mean it's first thing in the morning. I hit the ignore button, looking at the time. I saw that it was around the usual time that I get up. I smiled to myself a little bit. I guess he was waking me up or he wanted to talk to me. Either way I don't care. At least he woke me up. I got up, walking over to my window. I looked outside and saw that my parents still weren't home. Neither of their cars were in the driveway. I guess my mom was right when she said she wasn't coming home till Monday. I don't know when my dad is coming back though. I never know when he will. 

I walked over to my closet, pulling out some skinny jeans with a cute shirt. I changed into that. I'm glad I'm not in lazy clothes today. I feel like that would make me feel worse. I really don't need that. I walked into my bathroom before fixing my hair then putting on some make up. I know I feel horrible but I guess I shouldn't. I don't want everyone else to know I'm upset. I know that Niall knows though. I brushed my teeth before walking out. I grabbed some sandals and put those on. I grabbed my phone, sliding it into my pocket. I grabbed my bag then put it over my shoulder. I walked out of my room then down the stair before going outside. I smiled a little when I saw that Niall was already here. I walked out to his car, getting in. He smiled, "Good morning,"

"Good morning."

He started driving. I could tell he was thinking about something. He mumbled, "You look really nice today."

I couldn't help but smile a little, "Thank you."

"I thought you were upset."

"I am. I just don't want other people to know."

I felt my phone vibrate. I checked it and saw that it was a text from Louis. I had a lot from him and a lot of calls. I guess he really wants to talk about this. I'm still upset though. I'm hurt that he lied to me. I scrolled through them. I saw that one was from last night at around 10, 'I love you, baby. Good night.'

I couldn't help but smile a little. I can't believe after yesterday he still told me good night. I mean I love him but I'm still upset. I just don't know what to do about all this. I scrolled to the most recent text, 'Good morning, love. Have a good day. I love you.'

With him sending me things like this makes me feel bad that I've ignored him. He's trying so hard to talk to me. I know I should at least send him something back. I don't want to talk about everything yet. I sighed and giving in, 'I love you, babe.'

I put my phone back. I looked up and saw the we were already at school. We got out of his car when he asked, "What was all that about in the car when you were on your phone?"

"Louis texted me."

"Are you going to talk to him?"

I nodded, "Eventually."

"Today?"

"Probably not. We're still hanging out, right?"

"Yeah."

I hope today goes by fast. I mean I know I won't see Louis. Today would be the first day I haven't seen him in months. I mean even when we weren't together I saw him here.

I got to my last class of the day and saw Niall already in here. He usually is here before me. I walked over, sitting down in my usual seat next to him. He looked a little concerned. I wonder why. I was about to ask when he stopped me, "He's here today."