Secrets

Chapter 80

Louis' POV

I love being at the lake house with Allison. It's nice being able to just be with her and I know no one is going to show up. I mean when we're at home I'm worried that someone is just going to show up. I know that Lauren just shows up when she wants to. I don't like how she always does that but I can't do anything about it. I am going to change my number. I know it's going to make Allison happy since Lauren won't be able to try and talk to me. I know Lauren is with someone that's involved with Jace. I don't want Joey to come around us either. I feel like he knows where we live because of Lauren. I know they all know about Allison. I don't like that they do. I feel like as soon as she's by herself they're going to do something to her. I know that's how they used to be. I wouldn't doubt it if they're still like that. I just know I want to keep Allison safe and away from them. I love her too much for anything to happen to her. I already know I'm not myself without her. I don't want her to have to worry about any of that. I feel like it's better if I keep it from her for right now. I don't want her to be worried every time she leaves. I know nothing will happen if I'm around her. They're still scared of me. I feel bad keeping all this from her. Maybe I'll tell her in a few weeks. They'll probably be out of town by then. If they're not I'll have to tell her. 

We got home last night. The roads were kind of bad. I don't think we should have school but they don't really care what anyone thinks. I woke up to my alarm going off. I sighed, turning it off. I felt her start to move around in my arms. I kissed the top of her head. I love waking up with her every morning like this. I just want to spend another day with her with no one around. I know that's just going to have to wait. She looked up at me, smiling. I can't help but smile back, "Good morning, beautiful."

"Good morning, handsome."

I can't help but chuckle. I love how she always does things like that. I think it's cute. I moved my hand up to her cheek, cupping her face in it. I leaned down, kissing her. Her lips were soft against mine like they usually are. I'm so happy that she's with me. I don't want to be with anyone else but her. I don't even pay attention to the other girls that basically throw themselves at me. I know she does but she doesn't need to. I only care about her and love her. I don't want anything to do with those girls or any other girl that I had to hook up with before her. I pulled away from the kiss sooner than I wanted to. I know that if I didn't stop I would just want to stay here all day with her. I know we can't no matter how much I want to. She reached over, grabbing my hand. She intertwined our fingers, "Do we still have school today?"

"Yes. They would have called me if we didn't."

She groaned, "I don't want to go. I want to spend more time with you."

I love hearing her say that. I don't hear her say things like this very often. I guess that's why I love it when I hear her say things like this. I kissed the top of her head, "I want to too. We'll spend more time together tonight and this weekend."

I noticed her smile, "Can I come to your class for lunch today?"

"Of course, love. You don't really need to ask. I would rather have you in there with me."

She pecked my lips before she got up. I still can't believe she still wants to be with me. I love her so much and I'm happy that she's wants to be with me. I know our relationship has been hard. It's hard having to sneak around. I just want to show everyone that she's mine. I know when I can I'm showing everyone that she's mine. 

I want my mom to talk to me more often. I want her to know that I've changed and so she can meet Allison. I know that it would make Allison happy to meet her. I know she's brought it up before. Maybe I can surprise her with that this weekend if my mom would talk to me. I'm not sure if she would do that this weekend. I do want to do that for her soon. I'll see about that later. I know I need to get up and get ready. I know I would rather be here with her. Maybe we can find another day to just stay home together instead of going somewhere we can't get caught together.