Secrets

Chapter 74

Allison's POV

Day 1

I haven't seen Louis since yesterday. I'm still upset about what I saw. I hate the fact that he lied. I feel horrible that I slept in Niall's bed last night. I haven't checked my phone since before Niall ordered dinner. Who knows how many calls and texts I have by now. I went to school and went to my classes. I got to seventh hour and I don't think I could deal with seeing him today. I know he's going to try and stop me when I try to leave. I left school instead of going in there. I don't need to be more upset than I am right now.

Day 2

I've been getting more upset. Niall has tried to help me but nothing has really worked. I got tired of him trying to help and went into his guest room. I haven't ate much. I need to but I just don't want to. I feel like I would get sick if I did. I went to school again. I still couldn't go to his class. I didn't think I could handle it. Niall keeps bringing back my work for me. I'm happy that he is. I still don't want any special treatment from Louis.

Day 3

It's been getting harder being away from him. I'm still upset but I'm starting to miss him. I love him. I've been staying by myself in Niall's guest room. I haven't said much to him. I haven't ate anything. I don't really want to do anything. I haven't really been sleeping either. I went to school anyway. I still didn't go to Louis' class. I can't deal with see him right now. Niall tried to tell me how bad Louis looks when he gave me my homework but I ignored him. I don't want to hear about him right now. Things have been hard enough on me.

Day 4

I've been missing him more. I still haven't said anything. I went to school since it was Friday I went into his class. It was hard to do. I know that I looked horrible. I don't really care. I feel horrible. It was hard to see him walk in. I kept my head down most of the class. I probably shouldn't have came into his class. I started to miss him more. When I got back to Niall's I went back into his guest room, locking the door. I just want to stay by myself. Missing him has been hard on me. I just want to be with him but I'm still upset.

Day 5

I miss him so much. I've hardly slept in days. I haven't ate. I've just sat in Niall's guest room since I got here yesterday. I love Louis and I just want to be with him. I haven't checked my phone since I got here Monday afternoon. I sighed, grabbing my phone. I know I shouldn't be checking it. I want to though. I noticed that I had a lot more missed calls and texts from him. I started looking through the texts.

'Allison, I love you.'

'Will you please come home?'

'We can work this out.'

'I want to explain everything.'

'I know you're not going to answer but I love you.'

'I need you, baby.'

'I wish you would come home.'

'I've been lonely without you.'

'I love you.'

'I love you so damn much. I miss you like crazy right now.'

'Please, baby, Please just come home.'

I can't help but start crying. I miss him so much. I want to go home to him. I've been away from him long enough. If this wouldn't have happened he would be making love to me right now. I know we can just work this all out. I got off the bed, quickly changing. I brushed my hair out and packed my bag. I slid my phone into my pocket, walking downstairs. I saw Niall sitting there playing video games. He looked up when he heard me walk in. He looked kind of surprised, "Is everything alright?"