Secrets

Chapter 51

I just enjoyed being in Louis' arms till our food came. It sucks knowing that we're leaving here where we an be open about us. I mean no one here knows us so we can't be caught. I know once we're back at our houses we have to go back to sneaking around or just having to stay inside his house. I know I should be happy that I'm with him and I am. I just want to be open about things. I know we need to wait awhile before we can do that. I know it's worth it. He makes me happy and I've never been this happy with someone before. I kind of like the fact that I'm the first girl that he's been in love with too. Well I thought I've been in love too but I was wrong. I now know what it is like to be in love now. Maybe it's a sign that him and I will be together for awhile. I mean I don't want anyone else. I've made that so obvious.

When we were done eating Louis paid our bill and we got up. I grabbed his hand, intertwining our fingers. I noticed him smile when I did that. I think it's cute how he does that. I moved closer to him as we walked out to his car. He opened the door for me as I pecked his lips, "Thank you."

He smiled, "It's no problem, love."

I got in and he closed the door behind me. He started driving again when I felt him put his hand on my leg like he usually does. I actually like how he does that now. I think it would be weird if he didn't do that anymore. I moved closer to him, putting my hand on top of his. I noticed him smile again as I kissed his cheek. I know we have awhile till we get back. I'm not even sure how long it took to get here last time since I went to sleep on the way there. I reached over, turning on the radio as I felt Louis squeeze my leg.

After a couple hours of being in the car and joking around I noticed that we were almost back. I intertwined our fingers when I felt him squeeze my hand, "Do you want to go to my house or your house, love?"

"Let's go to my house. I thought maybe I can bring up us being together to my mom."

I noticed him smile, "I like that."

"Are you okay with staying upstairs in my room?"

He chuckled, "Yes, I've got used to being there. I'll probably just watch TV up there till you're done."

"Okay."

I noticed that we were getting closer to my house. I sighed when I saw my mom's car sitting in our driveway. I started to get nervous. I know my mom isn't going to be upset about me and Louis being together. Well at least with what him and I agreed to tell her. I just hate having to lie but I know he wants to meet her. I'm not even sure when that will happen. I know we can figure it all out later. At least she'll know I do have a boyfriend and that I'm happy.

He parked across the street from my house like he normally does. We got out of his car and he grabbed our bags before intertwining our fingers. I smiled, moving closer to him as we walked up to my front door. I hope that I can sneak him inside this way. I opened the front door and I didn't see my mom anywhere. I'm guessing that she's back in the kitchen. I'm kind of happy that she is. I closed the door behind us as Louis pecked my lips. He whispered, "I'll see you soon, baby."

I pecked his lips one last time before he pulled his hand away from mine. He walked up the stairs and I'm sure he's almost to my room by now. I walked down the small hallway into the kitchen. I saw my mom sitting at the counter with her laptop. I walked over by her when she smiled, "It seems like I haven't seen you too much.''

"I know. I've kind of been out a lot lately."

"I've noticed."

I can tell that something is going on. Now I'm not sure if this is the right time to tell her about Louis. I just want to get it over with though. I sat down next to her when she asked, "Is something going on?"