When I can drown in blood, I can lay on the ground !

Pre-love

P.o.v Ivar
The room was empty and I knew that nobody would come inside until I went out, but I still couldn't believe what I heard and even if it was right, I can't please a woman. She should know that.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" She said dead serious. "I..I just think I heard wrong." I stuttered. if she wanted to have sex with me I would totally be into it. She is the best that has ever happened to me.
"No. You did not. If I'm not wrong we both need some company. So why not. And now I have already traveled so long and I'm giving you men ... and oh let's not forget you lost. Even when it was on purpose." She said serious but still with a little grin. Her eyes sparkled and her breath was calm.
She wasn't totally wrong. I was pretty alone. I had no woman, I think all my brothers hade me and somehow the slaves were scared of me and I don't want to repeat it but I can't please a woman with my ....
"You don't want to?"
"No of course. I do." She started laughing at my fast response. "Good.... but not now. Tonight."

POV Queen
We were both lonely and bored so why not just have some fun together? And by his fast response my self-esteem bursted.

Dinner
Pov Ivar
She was talking with Hvitserk. I really think they are becoming good friends. I wouldn't mind as long as it is nothing more than friendship.
"So brother! How was the chess game?" Ubbe asked from my left. I didn't even realize he was there. "Fine.... fun." He laughed looking at who I was looking at. He didn't say anything he just hit my shoulder before starting to eat again. I don't know what's happened to me. When I look at her I want nothing more than touch her and hear her breath and talk. Then she looked at me. She hasn't looked at me throughout the whole dinner besides now and it was like arrows went through me yet I didn't move. She smirked at me before looking away again and I was left alone with feelings I couldn't explain. This woman I want to please.