When I arrived home my brother was already waiting for me inside, with a cup of wine. "Welcome Home, sister." I gave him a kiss on the cheek before taking the cup. "How was you trip. Did you make sure we are in peace?" I smiled up to him. His grey eyes looking through mine. "Don't speak so formal with me, we are alone... yes we are in peace, all the brothers are somehow... nice."
I was wandering around the castle. Along the warm empty hallway. I use to make a stop in the kitchen to talk with some people or get something to eat, because sometimes it could get rather lonely. But today I had no energy to go anywhere, so I went straight to my room.
My dream bed was cleaned and the room smelled like flowers. I laid myself on the bed, covered me with the fur and some blankets. It was already dark outside and the stars were clear. I was tired yet not.I was screaming. Screaming. But nobody came to help. I was alone. Really alone. I stopped screaming because I knew it wouldn't help anyway. Everything was dark. Everything was quite. Then I saw my mother. My mother was standing in front of me. Her blond hair was turning black and her happy face got sad and empty. "Shhhhhh" she whispered before slowly getting dragged backwards. I couldn't move. I couldn't talk. I couldn't breath.
Then I woke up.I was dragging myself out of nightmares each morning, since the last 5 years.
I was done.
Each night
I wanted nothing
Else
Then
Die.

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When I can drown in blood, I can lay on the ground !
FanfictionA queen without a heart and a cripple without humanity. Lilith and Ivar fall in love deeply, a beautiful future is just in front of them. But will the lust for power ruin everything? I have changed people and their story's but still hope u like it...