The Trap House Imagines {COMPLETED}

Insecurities ~ Colby Brock

I will be doing insecurities for all the boys and even one for my girl Devyn. Remember don't hate on yourself. Love your self. ☺️☺️
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You were walking around the mall with your boyfriend Colby of two years. You guys had finished eating at the food court and decided to go to VS to look for new bras and underwear. Along with some lingerie.
"Come on Babe. Let's go to VS before we leave"
Colby frowns and groans but follows. You smile and walk into the entrance. You looked around finding some underwear and bra when you noticed the girls all around you were skinnier and prettier than you. But you noticed Colby staring at you and no one else.
"What baby?" You asked going through the lingerie trying to find your size.
"Nothing. Your just.. gorgeous." Colby said kissing your cheek.
You roll your eyes playfully and smile.
"Thank you."
Little things like this made you feel is beautiful. It made you feel like someone actually liked you for you and not your body or looks because you believed no one would like you based off of that because you lack in those apartments.
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You were in the dressing room when you noticed you stomach fat. You then started to notice your big thighs. You started feeling insecure about all these things.
"Baby? You ok"
You clear your throat.
"Yeah. I'm fine."
Your voice not as strong as you wanted it to be.
"No something is wrong. What is it?" He asked pressing his body against the door trying to get in.
You walked towards the door and put your hands on it pressing your back against the door.
"Everything..."
you sniff.
"Let me in please"
You obey and open the door. You step away so he could fit to go in. He comes in then shuts the door locking it.
"What's wrong?" He asks.
You turn around and look into the mirror. You look down at your feet not speaking. You felt Colby put his arms around your waist.
"I can't help you if you don't tell me why you're crying"
You breath in then began speaking.
"I feel fat"
His eyes look into yours through the mirror. He runs his hands up and down your hips and then go around your stomach area holding you close.
"You are not fat" he says with a controlling voice.
You sigh shutting your eyes.
You open them.
"But I am. I look around me and see these beautiful models and stick figures and when I see myself. I see a fat and ugly hippopotamus ." You say.
He sighs.
"Why do you see that? How do you see that?" He asks you.
"I see that because... all I see is fat. I have stomach fat and big thighs. My thigh is as big as someone's head. You shouldn't date a girl that will kill you by sitting on you. You need someone better then me, who isn't fat, who isn't ugly. You need someone beautiful." You say crying at this point. Colby turned you around as you face him. You cover your eyes with your hands.
"S-Stop. Please" you cry.
"What?" He asks
"P-Please stop. I-I don't need y-your lies" you cry.
He stands straight and moves your hand away from your face. He grabs your face with his hands holding it.
"I'm not going to lie." He says.
You nod and stand there.
"You are a gorgeous human being. You might think that your ugly, but your not. Your gorgeous. And you might think that your fat, but your not. I see guys looking at you. " you cut him off with a comment.
"Yeah because they look at me in disgust."
He looks at you in the eyes.
"No. Because they see a girl. A girl that will eat food. A girl that doesn't wear make up. Or tries to dress up to impress a guy. They see a girl that isn't fake."
I look at him and smile.
"So. You're ok with me looking like this?"
You ask whipping away your tears.
"Yes. Because to me. You look absolutely stunning. I don't like how other girls look, only you. I fell for you because I saw a girl that was beautiful. You are beautiful. No matter what. If we break up, you will still be beautiful to me. You will always be that way. You don't need to wear make up or dress up for me. You are just... so beautiful. No words can decide how beautiful you are in my eyes" Colby grabbed ahold of you and held you close. As if he let you go you would disappear forever.
"All I'm saying is don't judge yourself because you different than other girls. I love you. And that's all that matters right?" He says reassuring
You nod.
"I love you too"
You smile as he leans in to kiss you.
You smile into the kiss and then pull away after a while.
"I need to get dressed" You say pushing him away smiling.
"I could just undress you myself" He says smirking.
You blush at his comment and shake your head.
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My LOVE!!!! I love Colby. He is a cutie. They are all cuties. All of them. Every single one of them.
I know it's been al one time since I updated but since it's spring break I decided to post lots so I will be posting lots tonight.
Byeeeeeeeeeeee