The Trap House Imagines {COMPLETED}

Closet ~ Solby

Requested by: Eliseisokay

             NOT EDITED

It was when Sam looked into Colby's sky blue eyes that he realized that he was gay. Sam knew that Colby could never love a guy, especially Sam; who was his best friend. Sam and Colby have known each other since forever. Sam wanted to come out as gay to his roommates, but he didn't want them to look at him any different.

Well, Sam was tired of being afraid. Tired of being 'trapped in the closet'. The closet was a dark place for Sam and he needed out because it killed him that he couldn't love Colby or any boy romantically. Sam was pacing around his room, breathing heavy. It was in the afternoon. Sam sat on his bed thinking about how he was gonna tell everyone. Especially Kat, the girlfriend he thought he had feelings for. Kat was the girl Sam thought he liked, or even loved. He was blinded so much by her laughs and smiles that he realized that he only liked her as a friend. That was only recently when he saw how Colby was with a girl. Sure, girls come and go with Colby because it's the way he is. He can never settle. It made Sam feel like, maybe he actually had a chance.

Colby was a different type of person. Girls will come, he will smother them in kisses and hugs then they do something and leave. It hurts Colby, but after the first couple of girls that he thought he had feelings to hurt; after all them girls left him for other people he decided that they weren't worth his tears and aching heart even though he never had actual feelings for them. He only dated them to find something about himself.

That he was gay and he loved Sam. Colby has loved Sam since before he knew what it was. Of course he asked his mom. She told him that love doesn't have a meaning, it is only what your feeling. That if he makes you smile or laugh when your not happy or if he makes you cry and ruins your day; that's Love. Love is a challenge in life, that the person that you love or is in love with will always challenge everything for you-to make you want them more. To make you a better person not just for yourself but for them, to make you a happier person-it just can't be explained in words. It can only be explained in actions. Words are words and they can change. Actions are what people feel. If your truly in love with someone, your actions will change and you will be happy. But Colby wasn't.

He wasn't because he knew that Sam was dating Kat and it would be rude. But then Sam decided to have a house meeting.

"So, when I say that I need to say; I don't want anyone to say anything. Kat, I am very sorry. You are a beautiful person... I'm gay."

Colby's heart skipped a beat. He's gay?!

"Really Sam? I'm so happy for you."

Kat showed no heartbreak, but only love towards the guy that just came out of the closet. Colby looked at Kat in confusion. Why isn't she mad at him? Why isn't she yelling and throwing stuff?

"A part of me thought you were gay when you wanted to see that Simon movie and you called him cute."

Kat smiles. Colby was stuck in a huge hole. He wanted to come out too, but he didn't want to make it seem like he was copying.

***

It was later on that night and Colby was pacing around his room, deciding what to say to Sam when he finally tells someone he is gay. Colby was brought out of his attention when there was a knock.

"You wanted to see me?"

Colby looked up his blue eyes meeting Sam's.

"Yeah. I needed to talk to you."