The Trap House Imagines {COMPLETED}

Insecurities ~ Brennen Taylor

Not body shaming anyone. All of you guys are beautiful inside and out. You should not judge yourselves.
You were trying on dresses with Katrina and Devyn. You noticed how your body looked unflattering in the dress yet Devyn and Kat looked amazing in theirs.
"Oh guys, you look amazing in the dresses" you say with a fake smile.
"Yeah. You too. Let's buy them." Devyn says.
You nod and change back into your normal clothes. You decided not to buy the dress, the girls looked at you weird but pushed it aside and shrugged walking to the car. The entire time you were in the car, you thought about how you saw yourself
Fat
Ugly
You couldn't handle it and you thought back to Brennen
He doesn't deserve an ugly girlfriend.
It hurt you that you felt this way.
***
You walked into Brennen's house passing him and Colby.
"Hey Y/N..." Colby said waving at me.
"Hey Colby. Hi Brennen." You said walking towards the bedroom. You shut the door and took off your jacket and shoes. You slowly took off your clothes examining every inch of your body.
Your thick thighs
Your not is flat stomach
Your big cheeks
Your arms
And on top of that, you had stretch marks on the inside of your thighs, arms, and in each side of your hips. You were now left in your underwear and bra. You cried to yourself slowly. You decided to take a shower to relax yourself. And so you did.
***
You wore a pair of Joggers, Brennen's shirt, and your hair up in a messy bun. You sat in his bed and watched Netflix. Later on Brennen walked into the bedroom and took off his shoes.
"What's wrong baby?"He asks sitting against the wall and pulling you onto him to straddle him. You shook your head and kissed him running your hands through his hair. You take off his shirt and belt. He tries to take off your shirt but you shook your head no. He sighs and tries to put his hand down your pants to touch your butt you shook your head and stood up from the bed. He looks at you in confusion.
"What?" He asks.
You look into the mirror for the third time today and feel even uglier now that your in front of Brennen.
"Why do you love me?" You ask him
"I love you because your you and your beautiful. What's wrong baby?" He asks.
"I need people to stop lying to me!" You yelled
Brennen was taken back by your yelling. He rarely heard you yell.
He quickly put his shirt on and got in front of you.
"What are you talking about? What is going on with you?" He asks
"That fact that people always lie to me. I need to know the truth. I am fat and ugly and you deserve someone that won't kill you by sitting in your lap or by laying down on top of you in bed. You don't deserve someone who looks like a hippopotamus or is as ugly as Donald Trump. You deserve better then me." You yell to him. He grabbed a hold of you and faced you towards the mirror. In defense you cover you eyes from the sight of you.
He slowly took off your clothes.
"No, Brennen st-"
"Shh"
Brennen grabs ahold of your waist, setting his chin in your shoulder.
"You wanna know what I see?" He asks. You nod
"I see a beautiful girl with curves. I see a girl with some thick, and sexy thighs. A girl with a big ass, I see a beautiful girl that isn't a stick that I'll break by holding her. I see a girl that is an amazing women. You aren't ugly and fat. You are beautiful and thick. Love it, don't hate it. I don't like seeing my babygirl cry." Brennen says. You smile at him. You push him onto the bed and straddle him. You began kissing him as he grabs your ass.
"This is a sexy ass" he whispers. You smile shyly and pull him onto you. Your back on the bed and him hovering over you.
"So sexy" he whispers in your ear running his hands down your body, giving your thighs a squeeze.
"And it's all mine"
***
For girls who feel like they are ugly and fat.
You ain't. You are all beautiful. So stop hating on yourself and start loving it. And if your lonely, just you wait. Someone will love you for you and your thick body.
This is for my sister-sister
Hayleigh