The Trap House Imagines {COMPLETED}

First Time ~ Colby Brock

Requested by: samxcolbs11

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SMUT WARNING

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Ashley's POV

I was very taken back by the way Colby always saying no. I was very much ready to have sex with him, but he always says no or that he doesn't want to. Apart of me feels like he doesn't love me since he doesn't want to connect with me in that way and since he is always hanging out with Sam. Another part of me thinks that Colby isn't attracted to me.

I was sitting on my bed debating what I should do. Pack my bags or confront him or both. I decided on both and got up from the bed. I went into the closet and grabbed my suitcase. I laid my suitcase on the bed open so I could put my clothes in it. I started with my shirts and put them in nicely.

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After I finish packing I took a shower and got ready to leave. I wore my slides since I packed my other shoes. My breathing was increasing as I felt gilt entering my body.

Do I want to do this?

I needed to do this. He wasn't showing me the love I deserve. I was second guessing my decision. I wanted Colby, but I needed to know if he wanted me.

(A/N: me in my current relationship)

I sat on my bed for the next 3 hours waiting for Colby to get home. I spent the time thinking about how the conversation could go. Me telling him how I feel and him breaking up with me or me telling him and him tell me he still wants me.

I stood in front of the mirror, not really looking into it because I don't like the way I look.

(A/N: NOT SAYING ASHLEY IS UGLY! JUST SAYING THIS IS A BIG PART OF THE IMAGINE! Don't hate me...)

"Colby, we need to talk."

Silence filled the room.

"Colby, sit down. We need to talk."

Silence still filled the room.

"Fuck, I need to stop being so formal."

I breathed in and then out closing my eyes. I open them.

"Colby, I have to know; do you still love me?"

Silence is still filling the room.

"Why I'm a waiting for an answer? One more time, you got this."

I put a strand of hair behind my ear.

"Are you still attracted to me?"

I look in the mirror.

"Of course he isn't attracted to me. I'm not beautiful, pretty even. These questions are stupid,"

I stood there. Shifting form one foot to the other wondering if there was a different way to ask the question.

"Beautiful, attraction, I don't even know what they are because I'm not those things."

"Yes you are. You're beautiful."

I jump and turn towards the door seeing Colby.

"Oh, you're home."

Colby walked closer to me.

"Why is there a suitcase packed?"

"That's what I needed to talk to you about."

"Are you breaking up with me? Please, I'll be a better boyfriend. I love you."