The Trap House Imagines {COMPLETED}

Love Eyes ~ Devyn Lundy

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You have never told anyone you were gay, mainly because you didn't know. You found yourself attracted to boys one minute, than girls the next. Some boys disgusted you with their fuckboy ways and their horrid body oder, but girls; they were different for you. They had such a beautiful glow with their hair and eyes, they smelt of strawberries or some of flowers and others of coconut. Not all of them were beautiful, but they had beautiful personalities.

You found yourself staring at girls a lot, not knowing how you feel about them. Some girls you found no attraction for while others you could dream of dating them, but with boys they only want you for sex; well not all. You had a boyfriend of 4 years during middle school and the beginning of high. It was a relationship you thought you loved him. But as you both moved into High School and you saw a girl of the name Devyn, you started thinking twice.

Your boyfriend of the name, Andrew tried so hard to make you happy. But as you were always walking down the hallways of school as he talked about the weekend plans with you, you stared at Devyn who was by her locker. Her beautiful long brown hair was cut and now shortened with curls and her bright emerald green eyes were so sparkly with amazement as she talked to her friends. She was in the same grade as you, but went to different middle schools. The only way you know her is because you have three classes together.

It got to the point that you had the need to open up to him. Tell him how you get about him and towards girls. You felt no connection towards him no more. It all went away as soon as you caught love eyes for Devyn.

"Andrew I need to talk to you."

He nods and sits on your bed with you.

"I just wanna say that I understand if you hate me and I understand if you want to hurt me in any way possible. But I need to tell you the truth and only the truth."

"Of course, I'm here for you."

You let in a breath of air as he stared at you.

"I'm gay."

He looked at you and smiled.

"Really?"

You looked at him and nodded.

"Your not mad?"

"No, I understand it happens. My brother is gay and I'm fine. I can still be your friend."

You nod and gave him a hug.

That was one of the moments you were glad that you had a friend by your side, that someone was there for you to talk about your feelings to. You felt like weight has been lifted off of your shoulders, not a lot, but some.

It was a day of after school when you arrived home, mom and dad sitting on the couch. You stood in front of them bringing out the attention on you.

"I have something to tell you both."

You were nervous. Your father is intimidating and your mother was just weird. You could feel your body tingle in anxiety.

"I love you both, so remember that-"

They nod.

"-I'm gay. I like girls. There will always be a part of me that likes guys, but I feel drawn to girls; attracted to girls."

Your parents looked at each other and smiled. Your father being the first to speak.

"I always wanted a daughter that was gay!"

You look at them confused.

"I'm your only daughter?"

"Exactly!"