Chapter 45: toronto

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The last chapter ;(

Sarah's P.O.V

I never would've believed Sam would want me back.

But on that buss to Toronto, he proved that he never stopped loving me.

I felt so terrible. I kept pushing him away because I couldn't trust anyone. But there he was, the guy I could've trusted all along, trying to help.

He sat on my small bed and began to talk.

"Sarah, I love you too much. I hope you know that. Even if you don't love me, I love you. And I know that it seems like I just throw that "L" word around but I mean it when it throw it at you. I really do Sarah. Words cannot explain how much my heart ached when I thought you died. But I forgive you. I understand. And I would be willing to let you in my life again, I can fix you." He said.

"Sam. I'm sorry about everything I've done. I'm such a terrible person I can't live with myself. I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you again."

"Don't worry about me, I'm only worried that you'll get hurt. That's all I care about, you Sarah."

"Sam."

He bent down to kiss me. "Think about it, but I want this to be our three year anniversary. I love you."

I smiled. I didn't deserve Sam.

He deserves so much better than me.

But I loved him. I know I said I didn't but I do.

And I hate myself for making him go through so much.

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*hotel*

"Is that a yes then?" Sam asked.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you, but it is a yes. I'm sorry i said I stopped loving you, truth is, I never did. And I still love you."

"Then that means it's real." He smiled and kissed me.

I missed him.

Our little talks.

We pulled to the stage and hopped out.

"We made it Sarah." He smiled taking my hand.

I didnt feel uncomfortable.

I felt right.

I had the people I loved most surrounding me.

And I loved them all.

And they all cared about me.

I don't deserve this life, but they give it too me.

And I am forever greatful.

Hannah's P.O.V

Immediately after digi New York we hopped on the new busses given to us by digi and drove to Toronto.

"So Toronto." Trevor said smirking.

I smiled at him.

"Toronto..." I interlocked my fingers with his.

"Does this count as three years?" He asked.

[a/n I'm writing this at midnight if my math is wrong I'm sorry]

"I don't know, but I hope so." I smiled sneaking a kiss.

"We've made it." Trevor said.

"I think I made it when I made one person happy. That's all I need. I have more than I could ever ask for because I have you who I make happy." I smiled.

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