Bts // One Shots

Jealousy - Namjoon

"It's nice to meet you." Biggest lie of my life, "I've heard such nice things about you." I had no knowledge of her existence before meeting her two minutes ago, "Welcome to our little family." I say it like a joke but this is no laughing matter to me. Her replies are muffled to me, I just look at this girl with a grin but in reality I'm just trying to stop my self from crushing her hand that I'm shaking. I look up to Namjoon as if checking if I was doing okay so far. I hate him. I hate him so much for doing this to me. I hate that I love him. And I hate him for not knowing without me confessing. 'The girl I told you about is coming round here for our second date. You should stick around to meet her.' He warned me. No Namjoon, you had not fucking told me you had even met a girl, never mind that you had gone on a date with her. A second date. Meaning the first one went well. She's pretty. Her clothes are clearly more expensive than mine. I thought Namjoon and I had been finally connecting on a level we hadn't before, I thought it was becoming more obvious that I liked him. I thought that maybe... just maybe, there was a small chance that he liked me too. I was wrong. So wrong because here in front of me is his date. Our hands separate and she turns to Yoongi. They go to shake hands but I grab Yoongi's hand before she can and drag him to his studio room before they can say anything. I look back and see her looking at Namjoon confused but he's watching me walk away with Yoongi who hadn't put up a fight. We go straight into his studio room, closing the door behind us and Yoongi instantly pulls me into a hug.

"I'm so sorry." He says as I tightly hug him back. Yoongi knew about my feelings without being told... why didn't Namjoon?

"He didn't even tell me about her." I sniff and he strokes my hair.

"He didn't say a thing to me either." He says and we separate then sit on the floor next to each other.

"You're his best friend but he didn't even tell you." I say not understanding, "Does that mean he likes her a lot and had been hiding her from us or does that mean she's not that big of a deal?" I ask confused and he shrugs.

"I feel like if she was really important to him then he would have told at least one of us." All of Bts were my best friends and had been for years but over time I developed feelings for Namjoon. I felt like recently we had some how connected and there was a spark, I thought he felt it too but then he goes and does this. Yoongi and I sit next to each other.

"I really like him..." I sigh.

"No you don't" He says simply. I frown at him.

"Yes I do." I say confused.

"No, you love him." I tense. Yes I do but hearing someone else say it makes it even more real.

"So damn much." I confess.

"Stick with me today, we will ask him about it about this when she's gone." I nod and we head out the room. When we reach the shared sitting room where they are chatting, we put on our fake smiles.

"Sorry, for rushing out on you both. I abruptly remembered something I was supposed to do with Yoongi." I say it sweetly but it doesn't even sound like me. Yoongi knows what I'm doing but Namjoon looks at me really confused.

"That's okay." Says the girl who had probably told me her name but I hadn't be concentrating when she did.

"Really sorry but I don't remember what you said your name was." I say honestly even though I don't give a shit what her name is, I will just probably need to know later.

"Claire" She responds. I know that from now onward, I won't be able to help but hate whoever has the same name as her. I smile.

"So have you guys got plans for the evening?" I ask looking at her. I don't even want to make eye contact with Namjoon right now.