"Ever just looked at your feet and think, why?" My slurs make Hoseok laugh, I like making him laugh. He's so pretty when he smiles.
"You're drunk, drink some water and let's go to sleep. Okay?" He's helping me walk straight but I don't want to go to bed yet.
"Noo, let's stay up Hoseok! You had to drive so you haven't drank a thing. We are home now, have a beer!" I say but he rolls his eyes at me.
"Maybe when you're resting." I stop and look him in the eyes and for a moment I'm sober.
"I really like you Hoseok." Seems my voice still sounds drunk though.
"I like you too." He says casually, trying to tuck me into bed. No he doesn't understand.
"No. Like as in love. Like mums and dads." I add. He looks at me shocked but shakes his head.
"You're drunk, tell me that in the morning and I'll believe you." He says a little flustered. I sigh.
"Fine I will. But people say, people are more honest when they are drunk." I point out, he stops for a moment to think.
"We will see what sober you says." He says and sits on the bed next to me. I smile at him.
"What do you want sober me to say?" I ask, he looks in my eyes and smiles but doesn't answer, "You can tell me, I won't remember in the morning. As you said: I am very drunk."I say hoping he'll tell me. He pauses to make a decision.
"I want sober you to be honest but personally I want you to feel the same way I do." He replies.
"And what is it you feel?" My voice is softer now as I look at him thoughtfully.
"I feel very sober compared to you and a little tired." He says looking away from me. I shake my head. I push the sheets of my legs and shuffle over to him and bring my face closer to his. I hold his chin softly in his hand.
"No, how do you feel about me?" I ask softly. He looks at me shocked, I'm not at all this forward when sober. He bites his lip before replying.
"I'm madly in love with you but you can't even know." He moves his face away from mine and spots I still have my shoes on. I watch him as he lifts up my leg and takes my shoes off.
"Well then Jung Hoseok, why can't I ever know?" I ask. He finishes taking off my shoes.
"Because we are friends." I nod.
"I don't see how that is an issue." I get close to him again, "What would be wrong with us loving each other?" he sits on his bed next to me.
"It would be complicated and I couldn't risk loosing you. I have loved you from the moment I met you." He confesses, "But I can never act on it." He stands up. "Now in the morning you wont remember a word of this because this is the drunkest I have ever seen you." He says pretty confident that I won't have a recollection of this conversation. I sigh.
"Well between you and me, I know fully well that I love you. Drunk or not I know my feelings. I will hate myself in the morning if I remember telling you though." I say. He watches my expression, deciding if he believes me.
"Like I said, repeat that in the morning and we will see what happens." He goes to leave and before he's even gone I feel lonely.
"Stay..." I plead, he comes back over to me and kisses my forehead.
"I don't think that's a good idea Ali." Hoseok says.
"I love you." I say and he watches me with his beautiful eyes.
"That might be the only time I ever hear you say that... Say it again." he looks sad.
"But you look sad, I don't like making you sad." I say and he turns his head, looking like he's about to leave. "I love you." I repeat for him. He smiles, "Aren't you going to say it back?" I ask him disappointed. He kisses the top of my head.
"Not yet." He whispers.
*In the morning*
Hoseoks's POV ~
I hear a tired groan from my room, she must be awake. I slept on the couch last night as I gave her my bed. It's 11 am and I have been waiting for her to wake up, I need to know if she remembers our conversation last night. I don't actually know if I want her to remember or not.
I hear the door open and close. Her soft foot steps come closer to the kitchen but she goes into the bathroom first. She soon comes out. I turn to watch her come in, she looks tired but beautiful. She's wearing a pair of my boxers and one of my shirts. She must have put them on after she woke up as I had left her in her dress, I didn't want her waking up in the morning thinking I undressed her while she was drunk. Her hair is done up in a messy bun thing and it makes her look cute. She must have taken her makeup off in the bathroom as her skin is clear. I like when she has her natural look.
"Morning, thanks for the water and painkillers on the desk." I'm taken off guard by her speaking.
"Oh, no problem." I say and sip my tea. She sits on the kitchen top across from me.
"I assume you got me home last night, you don't look drunk at all." She guesses and I nod, I suppose she doesn't remember then. "Did you get bored?" She asks me and I shrug.
"I guess it would have been better with a beer but it was fun watching everyone act so weird, you particularly acted strange." She nods and mumbles something but I don't hear, "What?"I look at her unsure.
"Oh, nothing. Drunk me can say some weird thing but it normally makes me very honest." I look at her shocked.
"Oh really?" I ask a little surprised. She nods.
"Yeah, and it's normally in the morning when I'm confronted about it. Did I say anything to you?" she looks in my eyes, watching me contently. A little smirk on her lips.
"No, not really." I lie. She pouts and tilts her head and once again mumbles something under her breath, "What is it you keep on mumbling?" I ask suspicious, she smiles.
"You stole Namjoon's favourite mug." She notes. I look down at the mug in my hand.
"Yeah well he got to get drunk so lets just call this petty passive aggression. Do you remember much from last night?" I ask. She makes a face that looks like she's thinking but shakes her head.
"I remember the club and everything at the start of the night... everything else is a blur." She says unsure. I smirk.
"Maybe don't drink so much next time and let me join in." I suggest, she smiles and agrees then starts to walk out the kitchen.
"Oh yeah, Hoseok?" She says and I turn to face her.
"Yeah?" I look at her expectantly.
"I love you." And with that she walks out the room. I watch her walk around the corner as I sit in shell shock. I snap out of it and quickly follow her.
"You remember?!" I go to turn the corner but she's already standing there. She pulls me into a kiss and I melt. This is what I wanted. I pull her close and the kiss turns into a smile.
"Believe me now?" She whispers grinning. I pull her tightly against me and passionately kiss her.
A/N: Eh, I don't like this one but I wanted to post something. Sorry it's crap.
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