I look between the two boys one last time before making a decision.
"Mind if I squeeze past ya Jimin?" I ask wanting to get out of the booth. Jimin looks at me for a moment in disbelief but never the less gets up so I can get free. "Yeah, I'll join you," I say a little awkwardly to Yoongi. Yoongi smiles as he looks down at me.
"Good choice." He says looking at me with his dark eyes and puts his hand on my lower back to lead me out of the Diner.
"Uh, bye guys," I say looking back at the others. Elise gives me a grin and a thumbs up while Jin reaches across the table to console Jimin.
Yoongi and I exit the building. "So I was thinking about going to mine but we can go to an arcade if you like?" He asks.
I feel like the offer of the arcade is to be polite on his part but I know fully-well we'd both rather go somewhere quieter.
"How about a movie at yours? You can show me more of your music there." I suggest. It's the most confident thing I've done in a while. His smile widens and he nods.
"I'd like that. Let's go."
*Time Skip*
"Here we are, it's nothing special." Yoongi walks into his apartment holding the door open for me. I enter and look around.
It's a small lounge attached to a cramped kitchen with a door on the far wall probably leading to his room.
There is a soft sofa in front of a tv with gaming consoles.
Yoongi goes and turns on the Tv then hands me a remote.
"Pick a movie on Netflix, I'll go get us some popcorn." He offers. I shyly take the remote. "You like popcorn, right? I've only got sweet." He adds and I smile and nod. "Great, gimme a sec." He says and walks away.
I sit on the sofa scrolling through movies and spot a horror movie called 'The Open House'. I recognize a couple actors and decide to click on it.
Yoongi soon joins me and I click play.
"A horror movie? I hadn't taken you for a horror movie kind of person." He chuckles and eats a piece of popcorn.
I shrug. "I didn't like them at first but I've kind of grown to love them but I'm a little picky when it comes to choosing movies," I say and take a piece of popcorn from the bag on Yoongi's lap.
We quietly chat as we watch the movie but as it goes on we start taking guesses of what's going to happen and end up yelling at the characters for being dumb.
During the movie, I keep on sneaking glances at Yoongi. It's strange that I walk around school with his music playing in my earphones and now I'm sat right next to him in his apartment. I feel like I'm kind of fangirling right now and that's quite unlike me.
It comes to the end of the movie and Yoongi and I see that we are not getting the ending we expected.
"The movies almost over and we don't know who the killer is..." He points out and I stare at the screen.
"I'm going to scream if that's it," I say and reach into the bag of popcorn and find it empty. Yoongi makes a small noise as I blindly fish around in all four corners of the bag. "Oh, we're all out," I say and take my hand back but see Yoongi is pick cheeked. "Something wrong?" I ask and he quickly shakes his head. I frown slightly, confused by his change of demeanor.
The title appears on the screen and the credits start scrolling.
"What?!" I yell. "That was it?!" I say shocked.
"That was shit! Why would they end it like that? Such a build-up to freaking nothing, all those clues meant nothing." Yoongi chucks the empty popcorn bag at the Tv in frustration making me laugh. "Why are you laughing, you picked the movie." He grins and I fold my arms. "Little Miss 'I'm picky about what movies I watch'." He mocks making me pout. He laughs and starts to tickle me.
I squeal and lay back on the sofa to try and get away but he gets on top of me and I'm trapped under his weight.
The laughing starts to die down as he looks down at me. I expect him to apologize and to get up but he just hovers over me, looking deep into my eyes.
"I had a fun time today," I say quietly. He nods silently. I feel his breath on my face and I notice he's gotten closer. His face is so close that I could lean in and kiss him... I kind of want to.
His eyelids start to relax as he leans in closer. My heart beats faster and instinctively lick my lips waiting for contact but without even meaning to, I sit up with my hands out pushing him up as well. "Hey, didn't you say you were going to show me your music?" I mention blushing profusely.
Yoongi looks at me shocked and flustered. "Oh, uh, yeah. It's in my room." He says gesturing behind us.
"Cool, let's go," I say and stand up leading the way. I let out a quiet sigh of relief.
Were we really about to kiss?! I've never kissed anyone before, should it really be with a guy I've known for a day? Sure he seems pretty perfect for me but how can I really be sure when we don't know each other?! It was so tense that my heart is still beating rapidly.
Yoongi turns on his computer and sets up some kind of music editing program. He picks some music then hands me the headphones.
"I've just finished this one and will be uploading it today but you can get it early." He smiles and I put on the headphones. He lets me sit in his comfy swivel chair then clicks play.
The music plays in my ears and I nod to the beat, I hear Yoongi's voice and he starts rapping. My eyes widen, very impressed. As the song goes on I can see how it's a pretty serious and personal song. Yoongi watches me nervously. I actually start to get teary as I listen to it, he sounds so lonely in this song, I relate to this so much.
The song finishes and I slip off the headphones, his eyes widen when he sees me teary eyed. "That was amazing," I say and feel like a tear might escape. I bite my lip and quickly wipe it away before it falls. "Sorry, it kinda got to me." I weekly laugh.
"No, it's fine." He says quietly.
"You sound so sad and angry in this," I say looking deep into his eyes. "You bring across your emotions so well, I can feel it." As soon as the words leave my mouth I cringe at myself. That must of sounded so dumb.
"I've never seen someone react to my music like that before." The corner of his mouth turns up shyly. "You seem to understand it very well." He adds with a curious tone in his voice.
I look at the screen, there is so much going on that I don't know what the wavey lines mean or what button does what.
"It sounds like you want someone to pretend to love you so you can see what it feels like." I theorize and look to him. "But you know, if someone pretended then you still wouldn't know what it felt like. Something unconditional can't truly be replicated." We hold a strong gaze. I quickly look down. "But what do I know, right? I haven't even kissed a guy before." I smirk.
"Never?" He asks surprised. I nod without making eye contact. "That's a little hard to believe." He says surprising me, I look up at him giving him a questioning look. "I mean Jimin was all over you and I'd be lying if I said my heart wasn't beating like crazy right now." I look at him shocked. He steps closer to me, bending over so he has a hand on either side of the chair I'm sat on. "You know, that song has a few meaning, it means different things to whoever listens to it and I think what you said was how you feel."
I gasp slightly. "I didn't - I - What I meant was-" I panic.
"No, it's okay. You guessed exactly what I'd meant in that song but it also shows you feel like I do." He holds my chin between his fingers. "But you know, if I had you, I wouldn't have to pretend."
And with that, his lips are on mine. I expect to panic and shove him away again but when my hands reach his chest I hold onto his shirt, pulling him closer to me. We slowly part from the kiss but stay leaned in close. I bite my bottom lip anxiously.
"How was your first kiss?" He asks quietly. I lean in and kiss him again but this time he puts his hand behind my waist to stand my up and turn us around so he's sat on the chair, he does a quick movement to pull me on top of him so I'm straddling his waist. "Interested in making music of our own?" He asks confidently. A small smile grows on my lips and I nod and passionately kiss him.
A/N: Finally came around to writing it, sorry if it's crap lol
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Bts // One Shots
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