Guilty Pleasure

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It's morning, and the sun peeks trough my windows warming our skin. Jared is still fast asleep, I lie warm and content in his embrace. He is so beautiful, I study his face and commit his beautiful features to memory. The arch of his brows, the curve of his nose, the softness of his lips. I lay kisses on his bare skin and rest my head on his chest and listen to the drumming of his beautiful heart. I never knew love could be like this, feel like this. He stirs and breathes deeply giving me a gentle squeeze. He kisses my head. J:"Morning beautiful" he lifts my chin with his free hand and I smile at him Me:"Morning my love" I reach up and conquer his lips. Me:"I love you" J:"I love you more" he brings my lips to his. Me:"I could never get enough of this" J:"Of what baby?" Me:"You and me like this" he smiles at me J:"I could stay like this forever" we hold each other in silence. I start to doze off J:"Hey, you falling asleep on me" I giggled Me:"Technically? Yes!" J:"Ah ah funny" we laugh Me:"I'm hungry baby!" J:"I'll make you breakfast in bed, how do vegan pancakes sound?" Me:"Sounds yummy but I was thinking we could have dessert first" he growls J:"You're awfully frisky in the morning, I think I like that" Me:"Oh you haven't seen anything yet! I give him a wicked grin and devour his lips and we make love again.

He goes downstairs to make breakfast and I step in the shower to freshen up. Whatever he's cooking smells devine, I rinse off and enjoy the warm water. I feel his body press up to mine his lips on my neck Me:"Mmmm......Aren't you suppose to be cooking" J:" I want more dessert! I need to get my sugar fix" Me:"Then take what you need, it's yours" I devour his lips and turn to face him. He trails kisses down my neck my chest, he takes my breast in his mouth and sends my body into a frenzy Me:"Jared.....mmmm....."

His hand works it's magic on my sweet spot Aahh fuck! I moan in pleasure. He releases my breast and goes lower still. He lifts my leg on to his shoulder and he devours me. I can't think, I can't breathe Me:"Jared......mmmm...... Auhh" My leg is about to give out and my body shakes uncontrollably. He finally releases me and comes into me over and over and over again. His appetite is unbelievable, we both moan in pleasure J:"Come to me Nina, come with me" I please him and he smiles in satisfaction J:"That's my girl.......mmmm....... baby" we both cum together. J:"Better?" Me:"Much, but I want some more" J:"I don't think I can cum anymore baby" Me:"Sounds like a personal problem" and we go at it again.

I went downstairs for breakfast, the food smelled amazing. I go and hug my sexy chef from behind, Me:"I thought I was supposed to get breakfast in bed" he smiles J:"You already did baby girl" I smile at him Me:"That's right I did. Everything looks and smells amazing" He smiles at me J:"You're amazing" and kisses my lips. Me:"Come on let's eat, I'm starving" J:"I don think I can keep up with that voracious appetite of yours" I giggle Me:"I was talking about the food smart ass" J:"I know I just love teasing you" Me:"You're such a tease" J:"But you love me that way" Me:"Yeah I do" and I returned his kiss

Me:"These vegan pancakes are yummy Love, what is that I'm tasting hint of charcoal perhaps?" J:" Ha ha real funny!" We laughed. Me:"I'm kidding" J:"So when does that special air?" Me:"Brat!" J:"I love you" Me:"Love you more......So I was thinking we could go for a drive up the coast!" J:"Whatever you want baby, as long as we don't get back too late" Me:"bored with me already?" J:"Never Love, Shannon and I are having my mom over for dinner" Me:"Ah that's sweet baby" then it hits me "Wait.... where does Shannon think you are?" J:"Here with you" Me:"And he's ok with it?" He thought about it for a second J:"I think so.....what's wrong" Me:"It's just it feels like we're rubbing it in his face somehow" J:"I know baby but I'm sure he'll be fine" I look into his beautiful blue eyes and I couldn't help but get lost in them. Me:"I'm sorry baby I just want him to be ok" J:"I know Love so do I. He'll be okay I promise" Me:"Ok" Jared looked at me J:"You still have feelings for him don't you?" Me:" it's called being human baby" J:"You didn't answer my question" Me:"Baby!....." I searched his eyes "Before I met you, Yes, I had feelings for him but I found you. He's a part of you and I'll always love him because he is a part of you but I don't love him the way I love you. If I have to put a name to what I'm feeling, I'd have to call it guilt" J:"yeah I know what you mean, I'm sorry baby, I guess I just didn't want to face my own guilt" I held him close Me:"He'll be ok, right?" J:"Yeah, he will be" to himself "I hope". Breaking up with Lea hit him hard, he didn't let her go that easy. Jared hope it wouldn't be the same with Nina. He wasn't willing to let her go, not at any price!