Guilty Pleasure

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I excuse myself and go to find the bathroom. The guest bath is being used so I go to Jared's bedroom to use his. I step out of the bathroom and look at his bed I close my eyes and remember all the wonderful moments we've shared there wrapped in each other's arms. I feel his arms holding me, his lips on my skin, I lean into him and enjoy the feel of him. "God I've missed you" I gasp in shock Me:"Shannon!!!! What are you doing?" He turns me to him and devours my lips. I try to push him away but it's no use. He's holding me tight against his body, he trails kisses down my neck and chest and back up again. My own body betrays me and I start to cave S:"I never should have let you go" Me"Shannon we can't......I can't ......please". This is insane, ah hell, but I want him! I snap out of it and panic sets in Me:"Where's Jared?" S:"With Emma going over band business. He'll be busy for a while" He kisses me and starts walking us over to the bed Me:"Shannon please... No" I go for his lips S:"You want me just as much as I want you, give in to me Nina" fuck he was right but I couldn't do this to Jared, he owned my heart. Me:"Shannon please....." S:"Say my name again" Me:"Shannon" he lowers us onto the bed, he lifts my leg and his hand travels up my thigh and under my dress. He's hard as hell and eager to play, I feel myself surrendering to him. Reality sets in, I can't do this, it takes every ounce of self restraint but I stick to my resolve. Me:"Stop! Shannon!!! Please stop!

He complies, he's already broken out into a light sweat and struggling to catch his breath. Me:"Have you lost your mind? We can't do this, and on his bed, REALLY!!!" He sits on the edge of the bed, remorse setting in S:"I'm sorry baby........I guess after all this time I still have you under my skin. Me:"This is insane, what were you thinking? He's your brother Shannon, your brother! S:"And he's your boyfriend and you were about to fuck me on his bed!" My blood boils and I slap him and move away from the bed Me:"I love Jared! My heart, my body and soul belong to him!" S:"Not your body Nina, your body belongs to me....." He moves in close and puts his hands on my abdomen and gently presses me to him. He whispers in my ear sending chills down my spine "......you know it, I know it. I'll make you mine Nina, I promise you, I will make you mine" I break free of his embrace and leave the room.