Guilty Pleasure

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"Oh my God are you serious? Twins?" Julie is squealing with delight she still can't believe she'll have two little bugs to love. S:"Way to go stud" Shannon pulls Jared into a tight hug Jared:"Hey I didn't do all the work" he gives me a wicked little grin and pulls me close. I look at him with mischief in my eyes Me"No you didn't but you do have some potent juice in them jewels baby" Jared:"Yeah I do don't I" he takes my lips and Shannon decides to poke a little fun S:"Ok children that's enough show tell" Julie can't help but giggle, she puts her arms around Shannon and gives him a wicked little grin of her own Julie:"So does that mean that you and I can make twins too!" S:"I don't know babe we don't have a history of twins in the family, do you?" Julie:"No love, but I'll be the happiest woman in the world if was carrying your child" he smiles sweetly and kisses her lips. S:"I'd love that and I love you my sweet Jewel" Julie:"I love you more" Truth be told he could already see his unborn children in her eyes. Shannon gives Jared a quizzical look J:"What are you thinking?" S:"Hmm I wonder what mom's gonna think?"

Constance was happy for us, she couldn't wait to hold her grand-babies in her arms. Wheneverl she came over she went straight into mother mode taking care of me and sharing her knowledge she truly was a second mother to me. My mom..... She's coming around, when I told her we were having twins she was happy but fearful of my health. There's no history of twins in my family either but from what Dr. Harris said twins are smaller than single full term babies and because they're multiples they tend to come early so keeping them intro-utero as long as possible is essential. I guess it's mostly because I stay active and keep moving around, she's probably just scared I'll go into early labor. To be honest Jared and I worry too, I know he tries to stay strong for me but it wouldn't surprise me if he's bombarding his mom with questions when I'm not around.

I love being pregnant, I love feeling our babies move inside me although I could do without them kicking my ribs, I swear they're gonna break one eventually. It's a lazy Saturday afternoon and Jared is pampering me per his usual. We decided to watch tv in bed, he's rubbing my belly and talking to the babies I think it's amazing how they recognize his voice even though they're still intro-utero, they're little hands or feet follow their daddy's hand as it moves across my belly. Jared feels them pressing against his hand and smiles J:"This is amazing baby, does it hurt?" Me:"No love, I feel slight pressure but no pain" J:"I love you so much, I never thought I could be this happy" he pulls me close my belly pressed against his body he kisses me tenderly. One of the babies decides they're being squished and starts kicking J:"Ouch!!!! Mommy's mine too you know" he rubs my belly and smiles I love him so much and I feel so blessed to have him to share this with. I put my hand on his neck and pull him gently towards me and take his hips. Me:"I love you more than you will ever know. There's no one else I'd rather be sharing this with than you"

Despite the discomfort of my swollen belly, he still knows how to make me feel loved and desired. He worries that he might be hurting the babies but as Dr. Harris explained it's perfectly fine and normal to make love during the pregnancy. As a matter of fact it's encouraged especially in the final weeks as it stimulates the beginning of labor. I love him, want him now more than ever, I figured most men would be turned off seeing their girlfriends or wives pregnant, trust me it's not pretty and your figure goes to hell. But not Jared, he still touches me, enjoys me like the first time. Don't get me wrong we've had to get creative very creative but we still satisfy each other complete. At least he does me and hey I haven't heard him complaining.