Guilty Pleasure

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It's morning Shannon's eyes flutter open and he smiles Julie still slumbers peacefully in his arms. He still can't believe she's finally his, truth be told he's wanted her since he found her in his dreams. The day he saw her coming down those stairs his heart felt complete, she was even more beautiful than he remembered. He kisses her head and gently caresses her back and her arm. She stirs and sighs deeply S:"Sorry love didn't mean to wake you" she lays kisses on his bare chest and smiles sweetly J:"Morning baby" S:"You sleep good?" J:"Perfect" he's really here, he loves me, and he's here. She presses her body close to his J:"I love you Shannon" S:"I love you more my Jewel" she wants him again but she doesn't want to seem too eager, she caresses his bare chest and rest her hand over his heart. She can feel his heart drumming under her hand, she closes her eyes enjoying its sweet rhythm. S:"It's yours" she lays kisses on his chest over his heart J:"I promise I'll take good care of it" S:"As I will with mine........if you'll let me have it of course" J:"Of course I will, it was yours before you even asked for it my love" she takes his lips......they taste like sin. He takes her in his arms and quenches his thirst and hers.

Elsewhere in the hotel I'm lost in a restless sleep. Desperate to wake from this vivid nightmare, it's her again only this time she has confronted me L:"I want him back Nina, I will have him and there's isn't a damn thing you can do to stop me!" Me:"I'm sorry to disappoint you, but he's mine now. It's me he loves, it's me he wants" L:"We'll see about that" Me:"Stay away from him Lea, you can't have him, I won't let you take him" she laughs her maniacal laugh. The next moment I see Jared with her, she's in his arms he doesn't even know I'm there she just looks at me and the room fills with her maniacal laughter L:"He's mine now Nina" she keeps repeating it over and over again he won't even look at me I keep calling his name but it's like he doesn't even hear me "Jared......Jared....... please Jared" I awake in a pool if sweat gasping for air and screaming his name Me:"JARED!!!! ........ JARED!!!!" J:"Shhh baby I'm here I'm right here" he pulls me into his arms and holds me close while I sob uncontrollably Me:"You're mine Jared your mine, I won't let her have you I won't" J:"Of course I'm yours. Baby??? Her who??" Me:"Lea, she wants you back!!!! You're mine Jared you're mine only mine. She can't have you back, I'm not letting you go" J:"Nina, baby it was just a bad dream! I'm right here baby I'm not going anywhere" Me:"You're mine .............. You're mine. J:"Shhh it's ok baby, it's ok. I'm here baby I'm here" he lays us back down and holds me close, yes it was just a bad dream but she's here and she wants him back if not him then Shannon either way she can't have them, they're mine now and I wasn't about to let go of either one of them. She almost tore them apart and nearly destroyed them both, I wasn't about to let her go for seconds!

I slowly fall back asleep but not before Jared puts a call in to Shannon. S:"Hey Jay what's up?" J:"Can you talk?" S:"Jewels is in the bathroom so I've got a few, what's up?" J:"Do you remember Miami, that night on the dance floor?" S:"Really Jared? I have Julie now why are you even bringing it up?" J:"That's never stopped you before!" S:"Good bye Jared........" J:"Wait!!!! That's not why I called. Do you remember who we saw? Shannon stays quiet for a bit J:"Shann........Shannon?" S:"Yeah I'm here. What about her?" J:"I think she's here" S:"Wait, what??? Are you sure?" J:"No, maybe! It's Nina, she just had a wicked nightmare!" S:"Let me guess, Lea?" J:"Yeah! She doesn't even know her, why would she dream about her unless she's seen her" S:"If she's here........ What the fuck does she want?" J:"Can't believe you're still asking, it's either gonna be you or me" S:"And Nina isn't letting go of either one us without a fight. Specially you....... She'll die if she looses you" he's right an Jared knows it, it's his job to protect her and he wasn't gonna fail her now. He hears Julie in the background "Hey baby miss me?" Shannon sighs deeply "Terribly" he takes her lips. Jared:"Hello I'm still here shit head" S:"I'm sorry..... mmmm ......oh baby" Jared:"I think I'm gonna be sick, I'll talk to you later" S:"Jay, she'll be fine,we all will. I love you" Jared:"Thanks man, I love you too" Julie:"Is everything okay baby?" S:"Yes my love, nothing you need to worry your pretty little head about"

Jared holds me close J:"I love you so much Nina, you're not loosing me, I promise." He wants her again, wants to show her how much he loves her but he doesn't want to wake her. He still can't get over how she was shaking violently in his arms. He wants to make her fears go away. He kisses her head and holds her close, he's almost dozed off when he feels her lips dancing on his bare chest.

He sighs deeply J:"Morning my love" Me:"Morning baby" I continue to lay kisses on his bare skin and make my way up to his neck, he closes his eyes and moans J:"Mmmm........ I love it when you wake up hungry" I smile at him and caress his face Me:"Do you have any idea how much I love you." J:"Not more than I love you. Nothing, no one can or will get in the way of what I feel for you" tears fill my eyes Me:"I'm so scared" I want to tell him I saw her but I'm scared, it's as if by acknowledging her I will seal our fate J:"Baby, you have nothing to be scared about! I'm right here I'm not going anywhere" he kisses me with such intensity. His lips, my sweet addiction, dance on my skin setting my very soul on fire Me:"Mmmm........Jared" J:" I'm yours baby only yours" his lips dance on my neck and chest making me want him more, I moan as he takes my breast "Mmmm.... I love you" his lips travel lower still J:"I'm going to show you how much I love you" he gently spreads my legs apart and lays kisses on the inside of my thighs, then slowly he devours my sweet spot. Oh God his mouth, I gasp and moan in pleasure. I run my fingers through his hair my hips tilt to his touch. My body begins to shake as his hunger increases and my free hand grips the sheets relentlessly. I can't think or breathe.... Ah fuck he's sending me over the edge Me:"Jare...... Aahh ....... Mmmm" my body shakes violently as I struggle to keep him in place. Just when I think I can't take any more he eases off slowly then makes his way back up. He devours my lips, neck and shoulder as he crashes into me. Slow at first then faster and faster. J:"Come to me Nina, come with me" I let go and come a waterfall all over him I devour his lips and he smiles in satisfaction. J:"that's my girl!....... mmmm ........... Ah fuck........ You're all mine and I'm all yours" Me:"Come with me Jay" he speeds up again and he releases into me as I come again.