Guilty Pleasure

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I go to the bedroom, I feel miserable Jared had every right not to trust me. They where arguing and it was my fault! What did I walk in on any way? Then it hits me. Stella isn't gone, she left Shannon and it was probably because of me. I try to close the door but Jared's right behind me Me:"Just go, please" J:"No, please don't shut me out Nina" he puts his arms around me from behind, oh God the feel of his body, Instinctively I lean again his chest, I close my eyes and begin to cry. J:"Shh, don't cry baby, I'm so sorry for being such an ass" Me:"I love you, so much" I take his hand to my lips, he caresses my cheek and I lean in to his touch. He turns my face to his, wipes my tears and kisses my lips. J:"My sweet addiction, I'll never let you go" I turn to him and devour his lips Me:"I'm yours Jared only yours" I trail kisses down his neck, I unbutton shirt and kiss his chest. He leans his head back and moans. I push his shirt off his shoulders and gently touch the tattoo under his collar bone, I move my hand to the other side of his chest till my hand rests directly over his heart. I close my eyes and and feel his heartbeat under my hand then I hear his sweet and sexy whisper J:"It's yours, always has been, always will be yours" I smile as a single tear leaves my eye, Jared catches it with his lips.

My heart swells with love for this beautiful soul. He kisses me softly as his fingers dance on my skin, he gently touches my jawline, my neck. His touch is sweet and intoxicating, his fingers end their dance directly over my heart. Me:"It's yours sweet angel.......... it's always been yours.........always will be. He kisses me softly and moves us over to the bed, I pull him toward me and we lay down, as we continue to kiss, his lips find their way to my neck and I close my eyes and enjoy his touch. I loved these moments of intimacy with him, it wasn't about sex it was about being in each other's arms and enjoying each other's touch. Our souls connecting and our hearts beating as one. I snuggle in his arms, I tilt my head and kiss his neck. He moans in pleasure and I tease him with my lips and tongue. He caresses my breast with his hands and I moan in pleasure. J:"My love" Me:"I so want you right now" he pull me closer and devours my lips.

Down stairs at the lounge Shannon can't take his eyes off our bedroom window T:"Shannon...... Shannon!!! Stop" S:"Sorry Tomo, I just......" T:"I know. So what happened with Stella?" S:"I fucked up" he looks back at the window then back at Tomo. T:"What does she have to with....... You dumb fuck! What happened" S:"I don't know I blanked out or something. I thought she was Nina!" T:"Oh you shit! Are you fucken kidding me, how did she take it?" S:"She left me remember?" T:"I'm sorry bro but you're a dumb ass" S:"Tell me something I don't know. It's ok it wasn't going to work out anyway" T:"I could've told you that" Shannon smiled at Tomo, S:"What?" T:"What did you see in her anyway?" S:"Nothing really, I needed to get over Nina, she was a warm body eager to please" T:"You whore" he laughed. S:"Speak of the happy couple" T:"Down boy, heal" J:"Hey guys any food left we're starving" T:"Sure, there's plenty. Nina's an amazing cook" Me:"Thank you sweetie but I'm still learning and perfecting, I must be having a good day" S:"Well whatever it is the food's incredible" Me:"Thanks Shan" Jared pulls me close and we kiss J:"You are amazing" Me:"Thank you baby but you're biased" Jared smiled at that J:"Yeah I am, but you're still amazing" to Shannnon "I'm sorry about...... earlier" S:"It's ok, it's not your fault. Just remember what I said" Jared doesn't follow but then he understands me on the other hand......what? Me:"Am I missing something?" They both look at each other and at me. J:"It's nothing baby. I looked at Shannon then back at Jared, Me:"...ok" whatever it was they weren't going to tell me and I wasn't going to push the issue.