Today you wore black
It matches your eyes
It's exactly how I feel when I'm a lone at night
It goes with your mood
In a mysterious way
Not bad
Not good
But everything right
The color is the darkness I feel when I miss your sigh
Your laugh, which used to be pure light
Is now tainted by memories I destroyed
Black
The color that excites me
and everything around me
And even as it is so dark,
with you it showed me the way.
I navigated your mind using it's light
to show me who you are
And you are
a battle I can't win
I miss the feeling of your skin
Come home to me
So that I can see
Black.
Today you wore blue
It matches my feelings
When I miss the times that we could talk
And not hold back
Just say how we feel
Let each other know
that even if it destroys us
our love can not fall
Blue
Like the oceans great deepness
we could not see the weeds that grew in between us.
And that year,
I broke apart.
I left you in ruins so I could fly.
Blue
You tried to heal me
but honey I was still running
From love
Afraid to feel,
Afraid to heal.
So now we're just
Blue.
Today you wore red
It's your favorite color
Maybe because it represents
a love you have with another
Please share
Show me the way
I will be right here
Waiting on you
Red
Reminds me of anger
We were so angry
Angry at all that went wrong
Your temper,
I knew just how to get at you
And so I would just pick at you
Until you bled,
Red
Love,
I've only felt it laying with you
Lies
I told to deceive you,
Wanted to leave you
Why?
Is what I ask myself
Baby
can we go back in time?
So that we can feel,
Red.
Black is who you are, Blue is how I feel, Red is what I want to heal.
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Broken Pieces
PoetryThis is a collection of my pain over the past 6 or so years. Writing has always been my outlet. While many of us suffer from mental illness everyone of us copes in different ways. My style advanced over the years so bare with me in the first few cha...
