Same old thing

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Good job Evey!
You did it again.
You pushed them away.
You made them feel horrible.
He really loved you.
You really loved him.
What in the hell were you thinking?
Obviously if it was meant to be
it would have worked out.
But still,
You gotta stop pushing them away.
Open up,
Don't be scared.
Stop putting yourself down,
as you can see the best ones have
left when you do that.
You're amazing.
Just realize that and stop.
Stop being rude.
Stop acting tough.
Just chill.

~So I've realized my biggest flaw in my personality. I push people away when they get close. This hurts me, this time was the worst. I miss everything about him. I know I shouldn't worry for long but it was my fault. I was so mean to him, he deserves better. I just need to work on me. I hope I can give myself time for that. ~

This is a little while later. I wrote this a few weeks ago and no honey no. I shouldn't have blamed it all on myself. If you read this just remember love yourself ❤️

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