April 1, 20**
Ahlexie POV
Nandito ako ngayon sa Manila nung Sabado pa.
Habang nagkakape ako at nagtitingin-tingin ako sa Gallery nang phone ko sa Messenger.
May nahagip yung mata ko na picture na ikinalungkot ko..
Ito yung nakalagay..
@ricci06rivero
Before this day ends, I want confess something I coundn't for months. My fans know this already yet they still wanted an official statement. Here I am. I was rumored to have been in a relationship with a girl I am close to. Yes, I am in a relationship with her. I love her so much. She means the universe to me. I'm so sorry for causing so many pain and issues to this one. I'm sorry for all the unfairness and lies I spoke to the people I trust the most. I'm in deeply sorry, all I ever wanted is peace for her and I. I thought it was the best thing to do, its not. It's always been hell lying, denying her when she deserves to be known by everyone. I'm not expecting you to all like her, but atleast respect her for me. I love her so much and this is me finally giving my precious diamond what she truly deserves. ❤
April pools lang ba to?
O totoo na?
Sabi nang iba hindi raw legit. Pero sa mga nalalaman ko sa iba mukhang may katotohanan nga..
Minsan kapag fan ka at sa mga ganitong sitwasyon takot ka sa katotohanan. Mas gugustuhin mo na lang pumikit at magbulag-bulagan. Hindi para makaiwas sa katotohanan kundi makaiwas sa sakit na mararamdaman..
Buti na lang hindi ko siya minahal ng higit sa idolo ang pagmamahal kaya hindi ako masyadong nasasaktan. Hindi tulad nang ibang ka co-fan ko na sobrang siyang minahal na higit sa idolo ang tingin..
Sa totoo lang, mahal ko naman siya pero alam ko ang limitasyon ko. Hindi tulad ni Ronnie Alonte na minahal ko higit sa idolo.
Nakakapagod rin kasi.. Nakakapagod magmahal nang idolo na fan lang ang tingin sayo.. Pero wala eh.. Hanggang doon lang talaga ang role namin sa kanila. Hanggang fan lang talaga..
Totoo yung kasabihan na 'Wag mong gawing mundo yung tao lamang.'
Ayoko na kasing sumugal sa larong alam kong sa umpisa palang dehado at talo na ako..
Pero gusto kong maramdaman na masaktan o maiyak sa nabasa ko pero walang lumalabas. Kahit sa puso ko walang sakit na maramdaman. Hindi sa bitter ako. Pero manhid na ba ako?
Manhid ba ako o indenial lang ako?
Napapa-isip na lang ako, kung sino man yung babae, napaka swerte nung babaeng girlfriend niya na sa ilang libong babae na naghahangad kay Ricci siya na ang swerte.
Sobrang swerte niya.
Dahil sa libong tao na nagdadasal at hinihiling ang isang Ricci Rivero napunta sa kanya. Kung yung karamihan nga tumataya pa at lumalaban para kay Ricci pero siya, sa kanya pinagkaloob agad..
To Ricci's Girl,
I just want to say how extremely lucky you are.
He deserves only the very best. I know, he doesn't know me well, I'm just only his fan, I don't have the rights to say this, but honestly I loved him. I know this because despite everything I still want the best for him.
I want him to be happy. I want him to succeed and become the best man he can be.
You have to understand that he is a man of few words. He values his privacy. He doesn't really mind isolation. It's probably part of his charm but sometimes, his mysteriousness makes it difficult to figure him out.
